Keep on

MC Hammer kept on, and so will I, until I can't keep on anymore.

To old to give a Buck



This rap video totally fits this section here, to old to give a buck, and not enough time left to really care.

The type of demons I tend to attract to myself



The type of demons I tend to attract to me love to horde me all to themselves and are selfish as all hell can be.

What do I mean by that?

In other words, they'll see how lonely I am at times, but they never ever do anything to quelch that loneliness in my by ever inviting me into their own social circles or introducing me to anyone of significance, and sorry folks, but that's how it's done, it's called society, and anyone who disagrees is a bold faced liar.!

It's why there's banquets, and meetings, and blind dates and ect ect...it's how it's done!

But for whatever reason, the demons that are drawn to me love for me to remain in isolation, love to watch, observe, even hear me vent about my situation, yet they do not a gdm thing to help or remedy the situation.

It's as if they just tuck me away for their own use, like a toy, or like entertainment for them when they need it.

In their minds, keeping me emotionally needy ensures they'll always be needed by me, until recently.

Let me repeat that...In their minds, keeping me emotionally needy ensures they'll always be needed by me, until recently.

Do you see how utterly sick that is?

It's like starving a person, and then walking in with a plate of food, and of course that persons going to want to see you cause you're the only one with food.

But if they really cared about you they'd of never starved and isolated you to begin with.

Demons I tell you...laugh if you want, but to me they're demons, and have cost me many years.

And as such I cannot forgive them, ever, regardless their title, or relations, if you, instead of elevating me, instead chose to isolate me for your own emotional benefit, I can never ever forgive you, maybe god can, but I cannot.

You stole from me what you can never give back to me, and that is life.

I may be back on the radio soon, not sure, we shall see.

If indeed I get the platform I want, well.
F you, the way you F and buried me, zero mercy, none, nada.

You stole from me what I can never get back.

Just wait.

No one reads this, so let me have a moment of raw honesty



You, others like you, when my _____ passes, beware...you stole my 'life' from me.

I will never forget, instant revenge if you ever approach me or I see you.

Cause when my _____ goes, so do I.

I'm here.

_____ pointed right at you, just waiting, so patiently waiting, just kidding, I'm such a joker.





Tell me something good for crying out loud already.