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Post by Admin on Jan 29, 2022 13:23:29 GMT
Morning thoughts  Morning thoughts
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Post by Admin on Jan 29, 2022 13:33:13 GMT
Waking up is like landing an airplane  Waking up is like landing an airplane Just like there are many different types of landings, there are also many ways you can wake up. You can land an airplane very rough, and you can wake up very rough. Or can land an airplane soft and gently, and likewise can wake up out of your sleep in a very relaxed gentle manner. --------------------------------------- Today, or this morning, I woke up out of my sleep in a very soft gentle manner, which is a good sign of getting good rest. And of course that means I'm off, don't have to work today, so sleep wasn't abrubtly interfered with by alarm clock or phone alarm. My dreams were nice and deep last night, even though sadly now that awake can barely remember any of them. -------------------------------------- Well now that away, the hard part of the day begins, sleeping is the easy part, being awake is the hard part. When sick all pain goes away, meaning body aches, sickness, illness, worry, hunger and more, but once awake, reality comes crashing into you again.
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Post by Admin on Jan 29, 2022 13:38:05 GMT
Ye, when I'm sleeping, sometimes I forget I have problems, it feels like everything, and all is resolved.
Then I wake up, and one by one yesterday's worries and or unresolved issues begin sliding back into my mind.
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Post by Admin on Jan 29, 2022 13:39:07 GMT
Dreaming is like the only time we're 'high', without actually being 'high' or 'stoned', when you think about it.
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Post by Admin on Jan 29, 2022 13:41:09 GMT
Anyways, the weekend is now here, and sick or not, vibrant or not, happy or sad, I have a whole list of things, tasks, chores, desires, goals, that I must get started on, one at a time.
I think I'll create a 'to do list', as to keep self more focused, after a just lay back down and meditate just a tad bit more, not really sure I'm ready for the day yet.
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Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 11:14:51 GMT
Amazing how much we, or at least how much I, transform with just a few days off from work, how much more relaxed I am in the morning.  Mornings are meant to be a 'chill time', to gather thoughts, but when whisked off to work, in morning traffic, you're robbed of that time. I need a new line of work, that's for sure. I keep my current job only cause I don't have to work every day, yet get a full time income. Sorry, but just not going to find that type of a job in the labor world these days. Not trying to go to some job that wants you to be more loyal to their work schedule than you are to yourself, not at this stage of my life anyways. If being loyal to work schedules and being loyal to jobs, and to work mattered, I'd be retired and a millionaire by now. So, at my age, no longer do I fall for that work hard get ahead BS. No, now it's more like work hard, injure yourself, get sick, and lose job anyways. Anyways, not much on the plate today, a few things I'll try to get done. I'll just ease into the day, not trying to rush issues and problems. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 1, 2022 11:19:11 GMT
Well, compared to 24 hours ago, oh how I feel much better, calmer, more at ease.
Not that I didn't before, but had a bad night of drinking...actually the drinking part was fun, it's the next day that sucked.
And I didn't even drink that much, but body just didn't take to it so well, and maybe it's because I don't drink that much that I had such a odd moody hangover the next day.
I've since reversed course, even took some mushroom suppliment vitamin capsules, I ordered from Amazon Pride, which is actually suppose to help your mood and more...we'll see.
I actually live a pretty healthy lifestyle, so not even sure why I need to ever drink anymore...probably do to lonliness at times.
Anyways, that's behind me.
I notice it's others who don't allow you to move on, not 'self'...I'm always moving on, but others always anchor you to a 'moment', and forever reference you to 'that moment' of encounter, or 'that mood' or you name it.
But no, at least with me, my insides are like a stream, constantly running and changing and moving on.
Well, today is here now, let's see what I can do with today as I get ready for work here soon.
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Post by Admin on Feb 17, 2023 14:24:18 GMT
I'm off today, but boy is my mood odd, I think it's a food based mood.
What we eat can often times alter our moods, as in ingredients in the food, stuff we may or may not know about...after all we are what we eat.
It's nice out, I'm off, and so I certainly don't want to waste the day away focusing on my mood.
One way to get things going is simply to create a 'to do list'.
I mean there's plenty of things I can do, but my mood isn't co-operating, so sometimes you just have to jump start your mood by just getting busy.
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Post by Admin on Mar 10, 2023 13:20:05 GMT
Up, and about to head off to work here soon.
After I go to the bathroom that is.
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Post by Admin on Jun 5, 2023 14:07:45 GMT
I no longer feel safe anywhere in this world now.
Violent people, groups, mindsets, seem to be spreading out into just about every community.
I use to feel or think I was safe in America, and for the most part am, but still, if you read the headlines, wow, the streets are a jungle.
I never go to public gatherings anymore...and for sure I never frequent places where there is a sizable number of ______ people.
Cause with them comes guns, shootings, tempers, attitude, entitlement, brattiness, a lack of maturity, and every other bad personal trait.
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Post by Admin on Aug 7, 2023 8:10:01 GMT
I feel like I've been neutered. This pic is in memory of a house plant I used to tend to, that my neighbor gave me when they moved. It survived for many seasons, but reached it's end, and I was kind of sad. Up to that point, I never considered a plant to be a pet, but this one I did. So I took a picture of it and memorialized it. I was probably drunk, but so what.
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Post by Admin on Aug 7, 2023 8:12:33 GMT
I can't sleep, I haven't drank in over 11 days, as such I have lots of energy, and mind is very active.
I don't work tomorrow, so no big deal, but the longer I stay awake means the longer I'll sleep in tomorrow, which means the morning is gone, probably won't get up and about till around 11 am.
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Post by Admin on Aug 7, 2023 8:15:34 GMT
Sometimes I wish I were unemployed and lived in a state where could get 'high' on weed, and or had a job where they didn't randomly drug test.
When you have a job where they can randomly drug test, that sucks, life is to short to not ever be able to get stoned on weed.
When I grew up, that's what they or we called it 'Hey man, let's get stoned'..or 'Hey dude, wanna get stoned?'
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Post by Admin on Aug 9, 2023 13:38:39 GMT
I wake up this day, given to me, with zero inspiration, goals or ambitions...I'm just here.
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Post by Admin on Aug 9, 2023 13:59:07 GMT
What's left for me to fail at in this world?
Ye, I know that's the wrong way to look at things, but that's just the morning mood I'm in.
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