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Post by Admin on Feb 3, 2022 3:29:22 GMT
 Wednesday thoughts. |
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Post by Admin on Feb 3, 2022 4:04:06 GMT
Wore out, what else can I say, Wednesdays are my Mondays.
Time for rest.
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Post by Admin on Feb 9, 2022 12:42:10 GMT
 Wednesday is here, But I've got to work today, yuk and tripple yuk. Had some cool dreams as I slept though, it's the dreams I have that make me feel alive, full and vibrant, not so much when I actually wake up though. When awake, do to the shallowness of others, yes others, I don't feel so vibrant and alive, for you can only feel as vibrant or alive as those allow you to feel or make you feel, and I, for whatever reason, have been cursed be in the proximity of very small shallow souls, so my dreams make up for it. My dreams are what keep me alive both literally and fugitively. |
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Post by Admin on Feb 10, 2022 4:41:44 GMT
About 20 minutes left in the day, another Wednesday will have come and gone, and oddly I don't have to work tomorrow. I have a very odd work schedule at times...work 1 day after being off for 3, then off tomorrow, than probably work Fri and Sat. ==================================== Other than work, not much occurred today, a day I would not remember if wasn't writing about it. Let me see, there's got to be at least one thing about today that stood out..hmm, thinking..  Ya know, I really just can't think of anything that stood out for me today, it was just a regular bland work day, and that's about it. Good-by Wednesday, see ya next week. |
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2022 1:48:20 GMT
Not feeling very motivated to do anything on this Wednesday night, I was off today.
I did get an oil change, that's about the biggest thing I did today.
I need something big to occur in my life, but when living on a budget, and alone, hard for that to occur.
But mainly it's the motivation...if motivated and enthused, a lot can occurr.
It's why when people are alone they tend to accomplish less, cause lack the motivation.
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2022 1:56:46 GMT
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Post by Admin on Mar 31, 2022 2:46:27 GMT
Not much to share today, it was a workday, and so creative spirit all but about dead.
Kind of in that post work zone out phase of mind.
Can't get enthused about much knowing got to go to bed soon and hit it again.
Actually, if had fun friends in life, or if in Love, ect, I think every night could and would be fun, and I'm sure it's like that for many.
Or even if just married and have a family to come home to, I bet for someone like that, every night would be fun, weekday or not.
I mean the joy of being a parent and having your kids around, your wife, your dog and cat, yes, then I think life, even after work, would and could be fun.
But my current life far from that, so for me, just another dull worknight evening.
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Post by Admin on Apr 27, 2022 18:08:39 GMT
It's Wednesday I usually work on Wednesdays, not today. Yesterday was packed full of action, the day before that was a day full of worry and disappointment over not being able to find a decent used pickup truck before returning to work. What it is, is I simply needed a victory, for once and in a long time I needed a measured victory.  Something, anything, I just needed a real measurable victory in my life, and aquirering a pickup truck fulfilled that. Cause for the last few months it's just been all talk on my part, good intentions, but nothing ever came of any of it do to various reason. Not having enough funds being the main one, not having support in anything, probably being the second reason, support gives you momentum, and without support from anyone you lose momentum quickly....not all the time, but most of the time. So ye, I got me a pickup truck, and for a decent price at that. Not perfect, and of course it's older, but it's mine, no payments, none of that crap. It's mine, and now I have two vehicles again, paid for, that makes me feel more assured.
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Post by Admin on May 5, 2022 2:28:54 GMT
Just got in from work, sometimes I work Wednesdays sometimes I don't.
Last week was pretty hyped cause I got that used pickup truck, even went to the flea market with it, didn't make no money though, sold stuff for so cheap.
People at flea markets are very cheap and specific about what they want.
Over all my mood is OK, my mood is a bit more stable since stopped drinking, or drinking so much.
Today I left like 8 beers on a side road where homeless people often frequent, cause I just didn't want the beer in my car or in place.
Lot's of homeless where I stay, and they're mainly white folks, don't see many black street vagrants where I stay.
Anyways, just got in, I'm off tomorrow.
Odd schedual, off for 3 days, then work one day, then off again tomorrow, I'll take it, but just saying it's a odd schedule.
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Post by Admin on May 18, 2022 11:38:53 GMT
Today is Wednesday Today is Wednesday, oh what shall I do? Last day off, oh what shall I do? A bit foggy out, oh what shall I do? Today is Wednesday, oh what shall I do and or get into?
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Post by Admin on May 18, 2022 11:55:25 GMT
sometimes you just have to turn off the news feeds on browser home page, cause there's just so much lunacy in the world today, and reporters, writers, love focusing on it.
Just turn it all off, and amazing how much better you start feeling about the world and others.
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Post by Admin on Jun 9, 2022 2:46:20 GMT
I still wonder if this self propelled solar lawnmower is a good investment? I was going to invest 1000 dollars into it months ago, but, i don't know, maybe I still will next time I'm off. They kept saying this product was going to explode and be the lawn maintance solution going forward do to lack of labor. Plus it's solar powered, hmm.
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Post by Admin on Jul 7, 2022 2:01:28 GMT
Wednesday thoughts  A rare Wednesday post indeed. I have to work tomorrow and absolutely hate that fact and reality, more than you can ever know. I'll take a bad day at home, a miserable day at home, any day over a long mundane meaningless day at work. Cause at home, at least you can reflect and correct, but when at work, you're just stuck being a labor slave, no time out, no one to talk to (at least not with my job). And people just totally diminish your value, it's gross. Again, this is specific to my job, not all jobs are the same. But my job is just lonely, and isolating and long. I'm just done with jobs and bills, but it never stops, no matter how old you get you need a income, and those who fail to generate a income, well, we see them on the streets daily, the homeless, and the ranks keep growing. And even then your problems don't suddenly stop. I'm just tired, tired of doing the same thing over and over again, year after year, and never getting ahead.
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Post by Admin on Jul 20, 2022 11:25:34 GMT
I have no bounce to the ounce today, I feel as emotionally flat as all can be, and have to go to work soon, what a nightmare type of feeling, being dragged out into the world when all you want to do is be left alone, lay back down and sleep.
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Post by Admin on Aug 4, 2022 1:13:06 GMT
It's Wednesday, I have to work tomorrow.
I wish I could just have the rest of my life off to do as I please when I want.
Seems when you're good though, follow the rules, there are no short cuts.
I wonder how many scammers, who scam the Gov for money, are just able to stay home all the time?
And some are good, scam the Gov for millions, like under covid and all.
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Have been off since Saturday night, but still, as i wrote above, I wish I could just be off forever.
The longer you're off, the harder it is to go back, cause you're caught up in own personal joys, issues, ect, and have to then suddenly just
shut it all down, for work.
My radio hobby is work to me, but I enjoy it, unlike the mindless labor job I have during the day.
Yep, it's Wednesday, nothing to exciting in the news.
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