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Post by Admin on Oct 3, 2022 15:48:01 GMT
I don't know, maybe I'm ready, or I think I'm ready to be crazy, cause only then does it seem you get the respect of others around you.
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Post by Admin on May 13, 2023 1:00:14 GMT
Do you just ever get a feeling in your gut, your being, that you shouldn't be some place?
Here's what my gut is telling me right now.
'Get out'...that's the feeling I have in my gut right now, as if I should still be here, where I'm at.
Am I wrong?
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Post by Admin on May 13, 2023 1:45:16 GMT
You just get to a point in your life where you don't really trust no one or anything other than your gut.
And I think my gut is telling me that I just need to up and move, 'get out', as video says, and just go anywhere but here, even if have to stay at a hotel for a month until get employed.
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Post by Admin on Aug 14, 2023 11:17:57 GMT
This episode of 'sadness' in my life is by far the biggest challenge I've had in years.
Everything else I can face in life, as long as my mind is strong, and can spin things to my favor.
But if lose the ability to convince self that things will be OK, well then that truly does become issue.
For so goes the mind, so goes the body.
Like a boxer stepping into the ring, that boxer can be physically fit and better than his opponent, but if that boxers mind is shot, it doesn't matter.
Cause if their mind is shot, they, the boxer, won't perform up to their ability, and a lesser opponent will be able to defeat them.
Well, in real life that opponent is reality, and every day hurdles we must face.
I have to keep my mind strong if I have a chance in this world anymore.
Our minds tend to help us bend reality to our favor, that's the power of the mind.
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Post by Admin on Aug 14, 2023 11:25:06 GMT
And by me writing, I'm basically telling myself what others should be or would be telling me if I had friends or family, but I really don't, so I have to tell myself these things instead.
Hey, whatever works, whatever gets you through the day.
But know this, people are or can be very rotten...the world isn't rotten, but many of the people in it certainly are.
They will whisper and lie about you, and spread their untruths about you through back rooms, and they aren't interested in substantuating information.
Dark souled creatures are dark souled for a reason.
Will types like that ever receive or get justice dished out to them?
Who knows.
And I don't like people who hide.
The best joys I have in life is finally meeting a liar face to face, the look in their demonic coward eyes, will, that in itself is a reward, and eventually everyone slips, everyone talks, and someone in that gigantic lie chain finally has a conscious and will say 'enough'.
Kind of like a whistle blower, but in a social setting instead.
And I can't wait for that whistle blower to finally step up and tell me the truth one day.
Just thinking of that moment does make me happy, cause then I'll be validated.
But then again, evil people don't care about the truth, or they wouldn't be evil to bein with.
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