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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2019 21:25:18 GMT
Once again I need to update this forum blog site...in that only show producing right now is paranormal Saturday, which airs twice on Saturday on both amfm247.com/ from 9-10 am eastern time and also again on wklap.com/saturday.html from 6-7 pm eastern time. Same show gets heard twice, and I'm cool with that with as much time I put into the shows, they need to be heard twice to make my efforts worth while..chuckle out loud. What really hurts my growth though is 'me'...in that just not into social media, don't trust it. Seems only odd balls, converts and cops roam social media anymore. Sick minded twisted cops love to send sick pics, that you never requested or have any interest in. I mean cause even normal, say, criminals don't do that. IN that normal criminals are way more careful. Only a sick minded cop would send illicit photos to others, without their profile being flagged by another...duh. Like I said, sick minded cops, converts spies and lies, seems to be all that habitat social media anymore, and I just don't have the patience for it. In that I'm very up front, and if someone offends me I simply just want to meet and settle it right there on the spot. Not into deceit, and trickery. It's why I have radio show, so people can contact me who are serious about opportunity or just sharing their story to audience. All that aside, it's sad that without plugging into social media, hard for others to find you. And new generation just doesn't think you're legit, unless they see you plastered all over social media, they've been brainwashed. Although I am smart enough that when I did do social media in the past, never ever posted true credentials.or true pics, pics were always slightly artistically altered for safety reasons and privacy. Now turns out I was smart to do that. I love the creative arts, I love creative audio arts, I do it out of love...but still, deep down inside one still wants to be recognized for it. It's why they have festivals and award shows ect....people want to be recognized for what they do, and if you deny that or think I'm wrong for wanting that, than you're 'off' base. I'll think of something, i mean there's gotta be an alternative to FB and Googles prying eyes, which allow preditors (however spelled) and others to harass you. I'm just not into games people, just not. Next show up at 6 pm on wklap.com/saturday.html Link above, but on WKLAP.COM, Saturdays play list... Paranormal SaturdayA para show like no other in that we combine the paranormal with Broadway/SNL/The Carol Bernnet show/ Variety shows of the past and more. Pure entertainment, like radio use to be. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 21, 2019 21:35:36 GMT
I just typed in full real name on google, and not a single pic of me comes up...cool.
But yet in 'my life' fake website, they try to scare you, by making it seem you have a bad rep...and then they're like 'If this is you you can fix it'...for a fee obviously...
Do people still fall for this crap?
It's why I so despise social media, when first came out social media was pure, innocent, there was no profit motive to it....fast forward to today, and it's full of marketing worms.
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Post by Admin on Sept 29, 2019 16:28:54 GMT
New Podcast I got new podcast, free subscription, not ready to 'pay' yet...get 5 hours a month free, and that's plenty of time, in that allows for shorter shows, like 5-15 minute snippets. It can actually take days to do a fully produced one hour show, days meaning 'your spare time', and if not going to get paid for that effort, or hardly ever thanked, than why kill self over it. I'm not going to make a big hoopla over this new blog. One thing I've learned and that is the people most close to you, know you the least, and give you the smallest range ever. Examples, if they've only known you at work, than that's the only range they give you as as some dull, bland, work mule, outside of that you don't exist to them. Same with family, same with males, if a female, and females, if a male, people so want to limit your intellectual and cultural range. Their version of 'you' is what they prefer, even though their small self serving version of you isn't you at all, or if it only a small part. And then when you fail to live up to their 'LOW expectation', they panic and flee...that's gross. Anyways, here's link to new podcast, first episode is titled 'My Gospel' Podcast link = My Gospel
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Post by Admin on Oct 9, 2019 3:14:59 GMT
Supreme Court deciding on LGBTQ rights case this week
Will upload podcast soon, about this...but to me the emphasis is wrong.
Dude, who worked at Funeral parlor wasn't fired do to orientation, but rather fired do to 'dress attire'.
Podcast explains it in more detail...
It would be like firing a lady, woman, for wearing pants, say, 80 years ago, in that many people forget that it wasn't always acceptable for women, in the U.S. to wear pants, regardless of their orientation.
To me, a dress is not a gender specific clothing item, it may be a current 'norm', but norms change all of the time.
Sure, dresses or skirts, in this current Anglo orientated and dominated culture, are more catered to 'females', but not always the case.
Basically, the guy was fired cause they wore a dress and didn't look 'fem' enough to owner, to be wearing one.
But if the qualification for being able to wear a dress is solely based on looks, than many 'ugly' or masculine looking females should get same treatment.
So obviously it's about assumed gender assignment dress or attire in this case, and not orientation.
In that guy wasn't fired for being 'gay', or even 'tran', but rather they were fired for looking like a male, while wearing a dress, which owner assumed would disturb grieving Casket buyers.
(who knows, it may have cheered some up)
Not only that but a woman trapped inside of a mans body is not the same as being 'gay'.
To be gay, one has to be a physical man attracted to another man, but if said man thinks their a female trapped inside a mans body, than their not really gay, but if still attracted to females, if anything, lesbian.
It's complicated for some, looking in on the outside.
Like wise, a lesbian really isn't a lesbian if they think their a man trapped inside of a females body.
Will share podcast soon to explain better.
only 24 hours in a day, and out of those hours have to work, sleep, eat, bathroom stuff, commute time, relax time and more...so really only left with around 3-5 hours a day to dedicate to expression.
Bottom line 'attire' is the issue here, not orientation...back soon with podcast
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Post by Admin on Nov 2, 2019 19:14:00 GMT
Single Life
Single life, oh ye, single life may be fun when young, but not so much as age and actually have values, especially as a male.
In that as a single male, especially one who's still fit and healthy, a certain stigma comes with being single, and here are a few.
1. the whole 'You must be gay' stigma, or attracted to other males BS, stigma.
2. You must have done something so terrible that no one wants to be with you stigma
Also, as you age, and remain single, and particularly if have no off spring of your own, you gotta realize everyone around you usually does.
Parents hang out with other parents, divorced or not, and single people usually hang out with other single people.
But there's even a catch, in that as you age, even if you're single, divorced, ect, people expect you to have had at least on child, and if not, you start getting ostricized, whispered about and so forth.
Most would rather have you go out and just lay with 10 different women, get 10 different women pregnant, just so you can have 10 kids of your own, than to be older, single, show self control, respect towards other.
The latter, will get you ostricized more so than if, as a male, just layed around with every women in town, just so people can see even though morally flawed, at least you have kids, there fore safe....huh?
But that's how most reason these days, if not always.
As long as you have had kids, you're deemed safe and OK, by most low IQ types, but if older, single, no kids, you're deemed a 'threat' by whomever.
And older single people feel this stigma, which equals isolation and loneliness for many who fit the above billet.
You stop becoming human to them, and slowly they start perceiving you as a potential predator simply waiting for the right opportunity to pounce and prey.
And the sad thing is is there's a lot a honest, up right person can over come, but the one thing 'you' can't over come, regardless of intent or purity of heart, is 'perception', or other peoples perception, that eventually even over rides facts.
To sit back and watch this occur is fascinating yet sad, both at the same time, how people can literally invent things about 'you' in their mind, based on 'what they would do, or how they think, or their own temptations', rather then 'your own'.
Like I always say folks, when you walk a straight line, it totally allows you to observe the warped mindset of others, totally.
But what can you do?
Single life, would like to create radio show with that title to discuss all things single, and the joys and pains that come with it.
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Post by Admin on Mar 13, 2020 16:37:43 GMT
Things just keep changing
Things just keep changing, no longer with amfm or wklap...rather now have own productions or cloud based radio station on 'paranormal-saturday . com'
Where can hear 24/7 paranormal Saturday episodes, and more.
Paying less this route, than was paying to have hit and miss shows on amfm/wklap, where would send shows into 3rd party radio platform, and lucky if they started on time.
Lot's going on, to much to cram into this short post.
Now I actually want to 'buy' my own forum template, where I can do whatever...we'll see.
For until you actually fiscally own everything, you'll never get what you want, and another's vision won't be yours..
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Post by Admin on Mar 31, 2020 4:42:29 GMT
Changed background theme
Changed background theme which is more in line with my current reality.
I'll miss that other theme, but the show has really evolved since then.
I'm just not a 'top side type', wish I were, but I just don't fit in no where, to be honest with you.
My best, physically healthiest years ignored by all, they only like you when very young, or very old, where no longer a 'threat' to their feeble minds.
The Paranormal is becoming my main theme now more times than not, cause allows for abstract thought.
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Post by Admin on Apr 1, 2020 3:31:52 GMT
Will have to go to store soon
I don't usually get sick, cause I remain pretty isolated, but tomorrow, or next day, will have to make trip to grocery store, not sure what to expect, I'm having visions of some '28 days later' appocalyptic movie scene, with zombies stumbling around.
(ye right)..
But, but, I may actually wear gloves this time out, opening grocery store doors, pushing shopping cart, which would have been touched by 100's.
Yep, I think I'll wear gloves tomorrow, if I go to grocery store.
That aside, other than being constantly bombarded on TV with Corona stuff, so far not really effecting me much, it's actually helping me out in a way...
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Post by Admin on Apr 8, 2020 20:30:17 GMT
Need to totally remodel this blog forum I need to totally remodel this forum, I mean the way it's laid out now, it really makes no sense, not even to me. It's just the themes keep changing as life changes, but I for sure want it to have more of a paranormal slant to it now. As far as the corona virus madness, it'll all be over as soon as those at the top, who are milking they money system, get all that they want. They're talking about yet another Trillion dollar package...ye OK, no shame, none at all from those at the top making their families and friends and partners very wealthy for generations to come, where as those at the bottom......a measly 1,000 check...again, ye OK. If this had occurred under President Obama, the Conservative types would be calling it robbery of the treasury department. But since this massive money dump occurring under Trump, not a peep from any Conservative talk radio host...wow. Politics indeed is the devils religion.
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Post by Admin on Apr 9, 2020 6:34:18 GMT
The Corona virus hype or scare will only stop, after the U.S. treasury has been ransacked by 'The powers that be', then and only then, will media be told to 'stop talking about the virus', once all the money gone
Had this money grab occurred under former President O, I can only imagine the names he'd be called, things accused of by the likes of Rush and Hannity and Savage and Levin, and BEck and the rest, and oddly enough they're all silent on the destruction of the U.S. treasury, as long as it's being done by someone with a 'R' before their name, sad how that works.
Watch video and you decide.
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Post by Admin on Apr 14, 2020 2:45:29 GMT
This Corona period, I'll emerge physically better, like the Bionic man intro
What I mean by that is before Corona BS, I was headed for a health train wreck, I was drinking daily on the weekends and after work (when employed), now no longer drink, eat far less, and started working out again...clearing thy mind up and more.
Some routines we get locked into can be deadly over time, and we don't realize it until have time off to evaluate ourselves.
And me, wow, lost strength, cause haven't been working out regularly in over 8 months.
And speaking of fiscal health, working, yet pretty much spending every dime I earned on stupid misc as well as planted monthly bills, but after this Corona period I'll have around 700 less in monthly bills.
That's a big plus, means I can be more choosy over next job I take.
I stopped wasting money on monthly storage...around 100 a month saved.
No more auto payment, cause tree fell on vehicle...so between payment and insurance that's another 400 saved total 500 so far.
Then other boring personal bills I don't need to pay anymore...so going forward I should be able to save a bit more, we'll see.
Regardless, taking care of health again, have more energy (coffee and tea have a bit to do with that).
And eat a lot less junk food since not 'out there' daily going to and from work.
Anyways, more things to do, now that not drinking, energy goes well into the night, like days of old.
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Post by Admin on Apr 17, 2020 1:58:32 GMT
Done for the day  Today was just one of those 'off days'. Speaking of 'off days', how about a 'off year', speaking of 2019. I can barely remember what occurred in 2019, obviously nothing significant occurred, I mean the year just came and went. It's what happens when get bogged down in a mundane routine, time just all starts meshing together, no milestone moments. It's been a while since I've had a really big milestone moment. Romance life has been on the shelf for years to boot. I miss the days of like being in school, and finding out through a note that such and such had a crush on you, boy how I took those years, moments for granted, I just figured it would be like that all throughout life, maybe for some it is, but definitely not for me, even though I still look pretty decent, I'm just way to socially isolated I guess. In another Universe I'd be teaching at a University somewhere, around other people who enjoyed learning and exploring different concepts. Anyways, what a dud of a day, at least fridge is full of food again, issue now though is to eat it before it spoils. Still losing weight also, since not working daily, and since stopped drinking.
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Post by Admin on Apr 29, 2020 0:51:22 GMT
Whenever I read a form, and form says, 'Once filed, will become public record' (voter registration), it makes me not want to fill form out why?
Cause if public record, than who'll come knocking at your door, or mailing you, or robo calling?
Debt collectors that's who.
I mean sure if you owe, pay, but some times you may have a debt, department store debt near 10 years old, and so you register, again, now suddenly every debt collector on the planet can simply check public records to confirm you're still at said address.
I don't know, once you get paranoid, you start becoming to paranoid to fill anything out cause you start feeling all the powers that be are connected.
(What a useless post).
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Post by Admin on May 20, 2020 17:09:59 GMT
Haven't been around here much lately, not even sure if still have need for this blog forum anymore in that The Cage Show has evolved so much, no longer on a static schedule, now the show is cloud based and shows played in auto rotation which has made me a bit lazy.
Everything has changed and keeps changing.
Sometimes I have to force self to visit these sites, the less popular ones, through random selection just so they won't gather dust.
This site here may go though, soon, I don't know, sometimes all it takes is one idea to kick off a whole cascade or creativity.
But right now, with this site, it's just not here, and will probably change background again.
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Post by Admin on May 30, 2020 20:06:08 GMT
There is no more 'Caige' show, I never liked that name, the spelling of it, but at time all that was available....but the 'Caige' show, with that spelling, officially dead and gone.
And this site here, who knows, just doesn't do anything for me anymore, doesn't reflect my new direction, it feels more like coming back to a cemetary.
I had big plans for this 'site', but I just spread self to thin.
And now like every 3 months change the theme on here.
But what I was going to write about is
Dying while happy vs dying while unhappy
In relation to drugs, drinking, and the wild life.
I think back to all the stars, celebrities who died while young, and the longer I live, I find myself asking did they really miss out on anything?
If you, they, anyone dies young, meaning below the age of 30, maybe 35, more than likely you die still believing in the future.
You die still believing that if you just do this or that right, than things will work out for you.
You die believing that most people are kind, nice and decent if you just 'change your behavior'.
You die believing in a lot of hopeful things about the world, the planet and own future, you die still believing in the 'cause and effect' thereom. (don't ask)
But as you age, it can all become a pile of bricks.
And as you age, all the things you believed in as a youth, that propelled you into adulthood begin to fade....not for everyone, I mean for some, or maybe many, childhood dreams do come true.
I mean think about Navy pilots who dreamed of flying airplanes since age 5, and then go to Naval Academy, and then train, and then are flying F-18 hornet fighter jets, and then get married to dream spouse, and have dream home, and have dream kids, and even the perfect dream cat and dog as pets....get invited to dream like parties, and have the best dream like friends and pals to hang out with.
I mean so to some, life is a dream, they don't have to dream in order to dream cause their awake life is a dream.
But for 90% of everyone else, what is life?....seems after a certain age, life just becomes a series of disappointments, and recovery from mistakes.
I don't know, to die young, happy and believing, or to die old and disillusioned, I don't know.
90 years old?
That means you would need 30 years of income, cause after 65 or so, who's going to hire you, you still have to pay bills and all, so without a Pension, or family, living to be 90, a nightmare to most....
Death is a nightmare to most, but so is living to age 90 without income, also a nightmare.
I know with my own situation, when it's all done and said, I'll be one to ask God..
'Hey god, was it really neccissary?, me that is, I didn't change anything, nor really help anyone, I just kind of existed for a while and took up space, maybe made a few employers happy cause I always did my paid job well, but outside of that god, there are probably dogs, that lived more fulfilling love filled lives than myself, so why god, why did you allow me to exist?'
As I fade and get no answer.
But if it were a movie, then god would respond and give me one of those 'It's a wonderful life' moments.
I know one thing for sure, if I don't win the lottery, to carry me into my older age, it will not be a wonderful life just a precarious one.
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