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Post by Admin on Feb 4, 2023 13:26:11 GMT
Not much time, about to jet off to work here soon.
One more day, than I get a few off, and so the cycle continues.
Those who get ahead in this world equally love their time at work, as much as they do their off time, if not more.
Those who are marginalized, are types like me, who hate their jobs, yet when off, love doing other things, but haven't figured out a way to get paid for those 'other things', as in hobbies.
Oh well...still alive, still here.
Let's see what today has to offer.
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Post by Admin on Mar 2, 2023 3:39:27 GMT
Ugg, tomorrow cometh like a tornado from hell.  I so wish I could hide from tomorrow.
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Post by Admin on Mar 11, 2023 3:27:15 GMT
1 more day to go in my 3 day work cycle.
The days are long, but then rewarded with usually 4 days off.
But when working these 3 days, the days are so long that when I get in I don't have much energy for much else, so I just kind of zone out until bed.
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Post by Admin on Mar 15, 2023 4:51:44 GMT
I'm like the only one left in this building.
Rent keeps going up, and neighbors keep coming and going, but going where?, cause rent is high no matter where you go.
Maybe they're moving in with family.
Well, I have no one to move in with, so I stay.
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Post by Admin on Mar 15, 2023 4:53:17 GMT
But i do have mice in this place now, which Ive never had befoe.
I think they're coming from neighbors places, who are clutter junkies, but not me.
So, I ordered some non lethal mouse traps so I can catch them and then study them and then release them.
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Post by Admin on Mar 16, 2023 3:35:46 GMT
Tomorrow is like a demon to me
I have no use for tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be the demise of many.
Tomorrow is biologically corrosive.
Tomorrow is no good to the living.
Tomorrow is pain and discomfort.
Now, is what matters, where you're safe.
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Post by Admin on Mar 17, 2023 3:30:26 GMT
Well, it's about time for bed, not much to get into tonight, as I have to work tomorrow, how tiring to have to still work after all these years.
People who earn money, the way I do, hourly, well, we're really suckers, when you see all the millions and billions being given out to those who know how to work the system, to politicians, ambassadors, Gov officials, ect, grant money and ect.
Us working class types are just suckers, but we're the ones that generate the tax money for others to then pillage through and enrich themselves.
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Post by Admin on Mar 17, 2023 3:31:48 GMT
Is there such a thing as a good ending in this world?
No wonder people need to believe in a afterlife, cause it gives you hope that there's something better, and I guess hope is better than no hope.
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Post by Admin on Mar 20, 2023 15:31:40 GMT
Sometimes I just get straight up tired of being 'me'.
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Post by Admin on Mar 26, 2023 1:28:01 GMT
Feel like 'my world' is changing
We all basically live in our own world, worlds or environments, to include where we live, our job, the people we interact with and so forth.
And when any one of those elements gets out of alignment, it can shake us, especially the older you get.
The older you get the more stability you want in your life, and a big part of that is finding a perminant place to live that you can call all your own without having to bust your butt for rent or mortgage payments all the time.
If my half _____ wasn't such a witch, we could have this realized, but it is what it is.
And one thing that will break your body down quicker than just about anything else is undo stress.
I'd rather live under a bridge in peace than have turmoil with others.
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Anyways, I'm off for a few days, and worked a long day today, drove like 535 miles or more, probably more.
Right now just trying to decompress.
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2023 2:35:37 GMT
Memories  Memories are like a distant teddy bear. Later and goodnight.
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2023 17:37:23 GMT
Love is a big fat illusion for most, and or eventually will be for many.
That being said, enjoy the illusion while in it, if indeed you have it.
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2023 17:39:20 GMT
As of now, I have absolutely nothing in this world. I guess the illusion that I ever did have anything, is wearing off.  |
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Post by Admin on Apr 4, 2023 2:04:07 GMT
The sad thing about my life is going to be when everyone realizes they were wrong about me, it'll be to late, cause either they'll be to old to matter anymore, or I'll be to old to care.
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Post by Admin on May 2, 2023 12:40:37 GMT
 I actually think I was prospering more right out of high school than I am now. At least when out of high school, I still had a full life ahead of me, youth was on my side, and the world was a wide open place to explore, where as now, ugg. Sure I'm still in good health, but it's not the same, just depends on what mood I'm in I suppose. |
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