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Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2023 15:50:18 GMT
My problem is, I have like 4 fans blowing on me, it's cool, I'm comfortable, it's like paradise, as such I haven't the urge to get up and do anything, other than enjoy the 'now'.
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 16:31:46 GMT
It's Sunday  Wow, it's already after 12 pm here, wow, feels more like 7 am to me. Woke up earlier and was alert, and not that it's later in the day, I don't feel so alert. My body clock is off. Anyways, it's Sunday, what should I do? Was planning on working out, as in walking....then looked in mirror at face and got discouraged. I wish you could walk, or exercise the ugliness off of your face. My body looks fine, but why is it the face that always reveals your true mental and moral health, and or even age? Your face is like the barometer to the rest of your body, mind and soul. Your face reveals all, or so it seems. Anyways, let me stop intellectually fumbling around and see what I can get into, other than beer.
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Post by Admin on Oct 8, 2023 15:09:15 GMT
It's Sunday, and what I need right now is some hope.
I know there's a lot going on in the world, wars, ect, but none of it affects me....what I need is hope within my own life, future, in order to feel connected to the resto of the world.
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Post by Admin on Oct 8, 2023 15:10:33 GMT
It's getting cooler now, and I can't find the little space heater I bought last year, cause I do need it now again.
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Post by Admin on Oct 22, 2023 18:08:17 GMT
It's Sunday, and I just can't get it going today  I just can't get into the day...normally I'd start drinking right about now, for a moral boost, but trying to cut way back, as I'm soon to take a cross country trip and want my mind and body as sharp as can be...but wondering now if I can go that long without a drink or few. My phone is off, I'm cut off from the world, as I sit here and figure out why I'm in the mood I'm in.
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Post by Admin on Oct 22, 2023 18:08:49 GMT
I think, know, I was having more fun in life when all I did was worry about myself.
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Post by Admin on Dec 3, 2023 15:21:05 GMT
It's Sunday  It's Sunday, the world is at war. It's Sunday, and everyone is at war with their inner selves and demons and angels. Has their ever not been war on earth? What a bloody realm, earth is. Most of us don't have to see the gore though, do to living in sanitized societies. Anyways, it's Sunday, I'm here, time to make a to do list. Coming off of 4 long grueling days of work. Let's get on with the day.
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Post by Admin on Dec 24, 2023 21:14:07 GMT
Years ago, I'd might think about going out, even on a Sunday night, but now, nah.
I don't know, maybe I do need to start going out again, what could it hurt?
I drive a older beat of vehicle though, so forget about picking up women in that thing, or even if I were gay, not even stylish younger gay males, or trans, would want to be seen in my vehicle...LOL.
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Post by Admin on Dec 24, 2023 21:21:01 GMT
Phone has been off all day Phone has been off all day. And also, why are B folks so heavy handed?, both genders, sometimes seems the females stomp more than the males, like elephants or something. That aside, phones been off all day.
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Post by Admin on Jan 1, 2024 4:17:59 GMT
Hearing fireworks going off in 'da hood', is never a fun experience.
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 14:51:42 GMT
It's Sunday, I think, I sure hope so It's Sunday, and I feel 'OK', have felt worse before, for sure. I'll get started on new 'to do list'...cause the one from yesterday got way out of control. It's good to create a new 'to do list' daily as to not get burned out...it's all phycological, heck life is a phycological battle. Some people have it easy, others never will, but those with love in their life have it easier, regardless of what they're going through. And if have love in your life, feel loved, are loved, and have money as well, than you're doing mighty fine.Me, and others, have neither...we just get by, some how we just get by. Anyways, it's Sunday, time to get up and scurry about and get eaten up by yet another day or corrosive time.
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 16:56:00 GMT
If life is just about survival, that is paying rent and paying bills, your spirit will die long before your body does.
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Post by Admin on Mar 4, 2024 1:31:24 GMT
Not in a very smooth mood right now.
Drank, slept, did this, did that...mind is not settled.
The bible says, or at least those who quote the bible say, everyone is born with a purpose, ye, OK.
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Post by Admin on Apr 14, 2024 15:47:53 GMT
It's Sunday, been out of work for a while now, but enrolled in a film school academy.
It's not your typical classroom type of school though...more on that later.
Right now, it's Sunday, slept in late, and now think I'll get up, groom, and go do some walking.
I do think I'm eating better, since I stopped working.
When I worked, I tended to eat more, and more junk food, but when home all the time you're not around all the temptations of fast food, deli food, chips, and all the other unhealthy stuff, and tend to eat what's in the fridge and cook more for yourself, and save more as well.
Anyways, let me get up and get ready to find a place to walk and condition the body.
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Post by Admin on Apr 15, 2024 3:25:14 GMT
How's my day going?
It'll be mid-nigt soon, so day's almost over, but how did it go?
OK, I guess, from a 1-10, 10 being the best, I'd rate today's experience a 6.1
Slept in late, finally got up, dressed, went for a drive, walked, grocery shopped, came back in and then had a few beers (darn)
And when came back, my parking spot was filled.
When I got back is when the day started deteriorating for me...beer drowsiness set in, and my mood was hostage to that from then on out.
Also, I'm enrolled in a film school now, a accelerated one...I paid a hefty price for it, and so now I have a lot of learning and other tasks to do that will be totally new to me over the next few months, as my lease expires.
One day at a time.
I still hate the people in the area I live, no connection to them at all.
It's still a dangerous area, and I have newer vehicle now so always paranoid some punks are going to mess with the vehicle.
Can't really own nice stuff around ghetto minded people.
And since parking spot taken when I returned from store, parked nicer newer car in utility spot, which I really shouldn't have (but it's Sunday so management isn't here).
That means I got to get dressed again and go back out to the most dangerous spot in the hood, and that's apartment parking lots at night.
That's where people get shot, robbed, ambushed, ect.
Apartment parking lots are the most dangerous place to dwell at night, at least in hoodish areas.
Anyways, I can no longer keep up with my own 'to do list', it like swells to like 30+ things to do in less than an hour.
And drinking beer for sure hampers my productivity....I'm going to have to get a handle on that, for sure, if I want to succeed over the next few months.
Poor poor me, will I ever get my life in order?
I'm older now and doing things I should have done 20 years ago.
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