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Post by Admin on Jul 28, 2024 12:48:26 GMT
Sunday thoughts It's Sunday. Of all of my blog forums, this is my least favorite one...maybe cause of how it's themed. I need to change the theme. When created, I still had hope that my past, my Pullman past, could be resurected in a good way...I was wrong. The past hated me then, and that past, those in it, still hate or are indifferent to me today. They were wrong about me then, and continue to be wrong about me today. I realize healing (whatever that is anymore) is not going to come from my past, but rather moving on from it. ================================= Anyhow, it's Sunday, I have a lot to get done today, non stop stuff to do, from writing to cleaning to this and that, non stop stuff. Also, after this post, don't be surprised if when you come back, there's a whole new background theme to this blog forum.
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Post by Admin on Aug 4, 2024 14:52:14 GMT
It's Sunday  Yep, it's Sunday. Went to bed feeling OK, even woke up during the early morning feeling OK. But between going back to bed early this morning and now, wow, what a drop off. But I did lose a bit more weight...that's good, but meaningless. Truth is, my future, or at least a future that's favorable to me, just seems out of reach right now...and I have to deal with that as it gets closer and closer. The world I've created for myself basically sucks. The only place I get a bit of peace is within my living quarters, but all around me is hell. It's like having a safe hut withing the realm of hell, but eventually the hot fires burn down your hut, then what? ------------------------- Anyways, the day is here, and I'm being dragged along, so may as well step out into hell here soon and do something. It's Sunday.
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Post by Admin on Aug 18, 2024 17:52:46 GMT
 It's Sunday, woke up early, then went back to sleep, then woke up really late, around noon... Then got dressed and groomed, made a coffee/protein drink combo, and went for a bike/walk/ ride, and have been back for about 20 minutes now. What's next? Study and read some lesson plans I have, as I'm about to wrap up this waste of time and money film course here soon, by the end of the month basically. No time for regrets, just gotta keep moving forward, what else can you do? Cause time won't let you stand still, that's for sure. |
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Post by Admin on Sept 15, 2024 23:58:02 GMT
Anyways, once again I've managed to pretty much waste a whole day Anyways, I've pretty much managed to waste yet another whole day, which means tomorrow will 'waste me' as well. If don't plan for tomorrow, if not prepared for tomorrow, then tomorrow will spill your guts all over the place. Right now, I'm lost.
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Post by Admin on Sept 22, 2024 17:46:36 GMT
Today, at least for a while, I'm going into military mode.
What do I mean by that?
Well, when in Navy boot camp, I learned quick the meaning of military efficiency, and I learned quick that while in boot camp, if pressed, you could get more done in 1 hour than most do in a day....and if you didn't, the penalty was high.
It was all about efficiency, no excuses and managing your time, and demanding the most out of your body and mind.
Great tools for life outside of the military, but eventually we, I, forgot those lessons, or no longer needed to be so intense.
However, there comes times in our lives when we do, when we need to put ourselves through our own interpersonal boot camps to get our acts together, and today is one of those days for me.
I'm weeks behind on personal stuff, resume, 'movie pitch', appointments, house cleaning and more.
No more lagging, it's time to get busy.
Because the lazy and complacency bug is finally starting to catch up with me, and it's not looking so attractive.
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Post by Admin on Oct 20, 2024 4:23:20 GMT
Sunday thoughts It's Sunday alright, and close to Halloween. Notice though that the dizzy sissy lives Halloween out year round. There is no break from Halloween when you're dizzy, like the silly fake pretend sixxy. Monsters, the monsters of life, the monsters of reality, the monsters of bigotry and more, like to torment them year round. That aside, it's very early here on Sunday morning. As such, not much to discuss since the days so new. Just sitting here working off of the 'to do list', while watching various shows on streaming TV. Including 'Z nation', which is the best zombie series ever, way better than the stale 'Walking Dead' series. Anyways, more to get done before I get drowsy, later and out and always more... And happy October and happy Halloween... 
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Post by Admin on Nov 10, 2024 16:16:05 GMT
Sunday It's Sunday. I'm not in the best of moods, but not in the worst of moods either, just kind of here. Have energy, yes, but my mind is burdened. Haven't enough time to fill you in on everything, but as usually, stress usually comes from the feeling of running out of both money and time...and that's what I'm dealing with. On the door front of possible a innovative money making idea, but then here comes time and money...running out of both. And the idea of returning to some gdm low wage job, which will eat up all my energy and time, annoys the living hell out of me. To go back to being reduced to a wage earner, someone low level mindless employee is a hellish proposition to me, especially when on the verge of possibly becoming a millionaire soon. A millionaire vs some low level slave job, you'd be frustrated to if you saw the stakes. Anyhow, one day at a lousy time I suppose.
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