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Moody
Jan 31, 2022 4:25:20 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 31, 2022 4:25:20 GMT
Moods  Moods
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Moody
Jan 31, 2022 4:29:40 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 31, 2022 4:29:40 GMT
Not quiet understanding my mood right now, totally different than last week, that's for sure, last week felt on top of the world, sort of, this week, or last few days, feel like I'm crawling or changing from within.
Probably cause I'm a bit ill, and illness does effect your mood, especially when pain and discomfort involved.
Oh, it's nothing serious, just some inflammation do to me not understanding that caffeine isn't good for me anymore.
But with inflammation, from what I read, also can come infection, and that's what causes the tiredness.
Either way, I'm just not the same me right now.
What made me joyful to do just a few weeks ago, doesn't even interest me right now.
Little silly goofy things I'd do while alone, type of stuff.
I'm just glad I have the next two days off, to recover medically and to find self again mentally.
No worse feeling than going back to work when still trying to find yourself and resolve inner personal stuff of the mind.
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Moody
Jan 31, 2022 4:31:58 GMT
Post by Admin on Jan 31, 2022 4:31:58 GMT
And I can't seem to find a single movie that talks to me right now, hundreds of movies on Amazon Prime, and not a single one of them talks to me, and most are so dern predictable.
Most movies are simple gosh dern love stories.
First the man, then here comes the woman, they never get along at first, then by end of movie making love...so gosh dern predictable, always the same gosh dern thing.
Give me something different for crying out loud!
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Moody
Mar 8, 2022 14:45:19 GMT
Post by Admin on Mar 8, 2022 14:45:19 GMT
My morning mood is nothing like my before going to bed mood.
Before going to bed, my mood is way more upbeat, then when I wake up, I feel as if stepping out of a coffin.
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Moody
May 11, 2022 6:22:29 GMT
Post by Admin on May 11, 2022 6:22:29 GMT
In a prolonged odd happy or content mood, for no apparent reason
Am I complaining about being in a decent mood?
Not really, but I do find it odd, cause the mood isn't linked to anything measurable, other than having a good conversation with someone yesterday.
Is it that I've finally found someone that I feel I can trust to be my power of attorney one day?
Is that it?
I mean symbolically what does that me to me?
If I can play my own phycologist for a minute, let's see.
1. It means you've finally closed the link to nothingness, and the majority of people have no idea what it feels like to literaly have no one in your life that either cares for you or that you care for, no one.
And maybe it's been a burden to carry that for years, not even having anyone that I can leave my stuff with, that can be a very empty feeling, knowing that if you die, there's no one on the whole planet who'd even want your stuff.
And so maybe knowing who you want to be your power of atterney has given you peace, a peace you haven't had in over a decade.
Is that really why I'm in a good mood for no reason, could it be over something like that? (I ask myself)
Do I feel less alone in this world now?
hmm
It could be, I just don't know, maybe it is that simple, simple as just needing someone in my life I feel I can trust, maybe it really is that simple.
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Moody
Jun 28, 2022 7:01:30 GMT
Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2022 7:01:30 GMT
No one listens
Stop, and calm down you.
It's pointless to fight for those who don't like you and or who abandoned you.
Rather instead allow 'fate' to be the dish of justice.
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Moody
Sept 15, 2022 4:11:35 GMT
Post by Admin on Sept 15, 2022 4:11:35 GMT
Since I've gotten off from work, a few hours ago, my mind has been blank. Not depressed or anything, just that mind is blank. I have tomorrow off, worked earlier today, hated it, maybe that's why my mind has been blank. I need to get started on another episode of 'Gen X radio', but again, my mind is just blank.. open.spotify.com/episode/5FaqM6fiOouvd5pBNXcp7T , that last episode, which can be heard on spotify, was good, but now my mind is blank, burn out? I don't know. I just need something compelling to theme new show on, other than day to day politics and news. |
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Moody
Sept 15, 2022 4:31:10 GMT
Post by Admin on Sept 15, 2022 4:31:10 GMT
It's like the day just stole my soul, at least the imaginative part.
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Moody
Feb 26, 2023 3:31:37 GMT
Post by Admin on Feb 26, 2023 3:31:37 GMT
I won't say I'm 'moody', but will say my physiological mood has been odd lately. Maybe odd is the wrong word. Physiological means the physical, which can include the body and mind or state of or health of. Aging is odd in and of itself, cause you're not sure if suppose to feel certain ways as you age, or is it do to diet, vitamins, health, ect. Women go through menopause, do also males go through something similar? Who knows, all I know is I'm still alive, and in relatively decent health.  |
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