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Post by Admin on Mar 7, 2022 17:00:58 GMT
Monday realities Monday realities
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Post by Admin on Mar 7, 2022 17:03:22 GMT
I just feel like walking off the face of a cliff today, my mood that is.  |
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Post by Admin on Mar 7, 2022 17:13:31 GMT
A very unlucky bird at a baseball game
Sucks to have been this bird.
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Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 11:04:37 GMT
It's Monday, and I'm not in Pullman mood at all.
I have a love hate relationship with my Pullman past.
It was good, yet it wasn't.
It was great when younger, I'd say up and until the 11th grade, was the last year I really had good friends there.
Most of my good friends moved away, they just moved, cause their parents were usually short term visitors to that area attending W.S.U. as grad students or on assignment.
Coming here to this forum, I always feel less than creative, cause during my Pullman years I wasn't known for being creative, that's not how folks remember me.
Anyways, it's Monday, and I'm still here, amazingly I'm still here.
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Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 14:48:59 GMT
 For the last two days was considering buying a used car today, but now that today is here, hmm. Then at last minute decided it would be better to get older used pick up truck rather than a car. I can do a lot more with a pick up truck than I can with a nicer car. A nicer car is good for style points, but really, who cares, no one cares about my style, no one even cares that I'm alive. That being said, I've got to do what's best for me, what's practical. Practical can be boring though, but I think I at least owe it to self to go look at a used pick up truck, even though this thing has a lot of miles on it, but on lot, it looked pretty good. It's less than 4 miles from here, if that. Think I'll get dressed and go look at it. Having a truck will open my life up a bit more, I'll be able to hall stuff again and won't feel so helpless when it comes to moving, and or selling stuff. OK, why not, time to go visit this lot.  That's not the truck, just a random truck, but just added it to post for effect. |
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Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 15:30:12 GMT
Ye, I think having a pick up truck will just make me feel more productive again, instead of sitting around all helpless like a woman does.
With a truck, it may even spawn me to start selling stuff at the flea market again, you can make some good extra change at the flea market on spare time, and meet cool people and market other stuff you got going on, and a truck might spawn me to start doing stuff like that again instead of just sitting at home rotting away.
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Post by Admin on Apr 25, 2022 16:13:10 GMT
Continued from above..⬆️⬆️⬆️
Just my my freagin luck, the truck I had my heart set on getting that could of paid cash for, well, another person showed up and already ready to buy it.
They got it before me, dmt.
I'm upset cause you search and search and search, you know how it is when searching for a new vehicle how stressful it can be.
Then when finally make up your mind, ready to buy, another person beats you to it by minutes.
That really sucks.
There's another truck there like it but it's a few thousand dollars more, and I want to pay cash, I want two vehicles again, so I need a second cash vehicle, and now made up in my mind I want it to be a pick up truck.
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Post by Admin on May 2, 2022 14:26:00 GMT
It's Monday.
Last Monday, as above post states, I was desperately seeking a pickup truck, well, this Monday, I'm now the owner of a new, used, pickup truck, I believe I found one the following day after last Monday's disappointment.
And now it's Monday again, and must get dressed, see how fast time fly's by, is why I record all the time by writing, cause if didn't write down what occurs each and every day, than all that time would be forgotten.
That being said, it's time to get dressed, even though off today, I just find getting dressed puts me in a more constructive mindset.
But if walk around in place naked and nude all day, it puts me in a lazy, bedtime type of a mood.
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Post by Admin on May 2, 2022 22:58:00 GMT
The best thing about today is that I don't have to work tomorrow
I kept thinking today was Tuesday, cause yesterday felt like Monday or Saturday to me, it's like I just skipped over Sunday this week.
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Post by Admin on May 10, 2022 6:15:09 GMT
I wonder how my classmates are doing, since I've known since kindergarten, some anyways.
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Post by Admin on Jun 13, 2022 17:39:36 GMT
Monday realities  My reality today is I feel yukky. I drank yesterday evening and into the night, just a few beers, but my gosh, the effect. I think it's because I've been cutting way back that my tolerance is going down again, I guess that's a good thing. That aside, I feel yukky today, and vomited last night after eating some hamburger meat, haven't vomited that bad in a while. Good thing I have tile floors. And I called like the Pullman PD, and Fire Department, just to chat about stuff, cause I was lonely and just needed conversation. Anyways, its Monday, I'm still here, what else can I say.
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Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2022 2:21:38 GMT
Monday realities  It's Monday, and what a up and down emotional day it has been. Life isn't the challenge, it's other people and their egos, that's the challenge. There's a lot of mentally unsound people in positions of power or authority in this world, they're the ones who make life a bit or a lot difficult for those of us who are simply honest and clean. Anyways, it's Monday, and I'm still here. I can still remember as a youth, riding bikes with banana seats on them.  Heck, I even had a bike with banana seat and a gear shift, can't remember if I stole it or if mean Father bought it for me. But ye, I grew up in an era when when young you actually played outside, tag football, smear the _____ (Can't say it in today's times), and other such outdoor games. Boy how times have changed.
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Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2022 2:31:07 GMT
I'm in a Rod Sterling Twilight Zone mood..
I've never got this episode, had I been this guy, just because my glasses broke, I doubt I would of offed self, all he had was 'time' after all, time to read and time to find another pair of glasses.
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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2022 13:07:48 GMT
Monday the 4th of July  For me it's just another day, a flat one at that. Haven't celebrated the 4th in over a decade, have no one to celebrate it with, I'm just glad I'm off today, and dread the sound of fireworks tonight, totally dread that sound, imbosals lighting off things that go 'boom and bang'...why?
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Post by Admin on Jul 12, 2022 3:55:14 GMT
Wow, Monday again?
If I hadn't posted last Monday on the 4th, I'd of forgotten that last Monday was the 4th of July, boy how time flys.
It's why I write stuff down, cause if you don't you'll forget you even lived....writing creates 'markers' or place holders in life for yourself and others, like pictures do.
But ye, it's Monday again, and a boring dull one at that, when in fact it was suppose to be a very hyped up day for me but stupid me had a few beers last night, and well, those beers totally knocked me off my game.
But I've almost got the drinking thing licked...it's just sometimes being alone or lonely can make ya want to drink so that you don't feel so alone, cause when drunk, it's like you become 5 different people within yourself.
I'd probably do weed, if I didn't have a job that drug tested regularly, how boring is that?
As I age, I realize all the moral stuff I did when younger, didn't add up to a pile of beans to others, cause others still judged me as being 'bad', no matter how moral I really was...
and I realize now you just can't ever appeal to people who are ugly twisted and cruel on the inside, I just wish I'd known that decades ago.
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