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Post by Admin on Jul 31, 2023 23:08:45 GMT
I never work longer hours, or get multiple job, all I do is cut down on monthly expenses.
People don't realize how much money they, we, waste per month on stupid stuff, between 2-3 hundred dollars or more.
ust clean up the fiscal waste in your life and you won't need a second obs.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2023 16:44:44 GMT
Monday is here, and I feel stranded within my own circumstances  It's Monday, and I feel defeated already, and still lingering around in bed. Everything seems uphill to me right now...yes, it's all in the mind, but the mind is everything. That aside, I need to get on with the day, whether I fail or succeed is up to fate, not really me, but fate.
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Post by Admin on Oct 23, 2023 16:34:58 GMT
It's a October Monday  It's a October Monday. Where I live, no one displays Halloween stuff. In the hood areas, black folks totally lack broader culture outside of rap music and street stuff, not even the women. It's just rap, rap, beef, more rap, anger, violence, fast food, more rap, and when something goes wrong blame it all on racism type of mentality. There is no diversity in today's hood, all there is is rap music and inflated egos. Anyways, why let that ruin my October? Happy October and soon Happy Halloween..👻🎃
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Post by Admin on Oct 30, 2023 15:41:49 GMT
Scared Monday It's Monday and I feel scared, scared of everything, including myself, and or my ability to handle pressure and fear put upon me by life. Also, fridge not working right, which means I have to call maintanance people, which means.. 1. I have to get dressed and groom (yuk) 2. I have to clean the kitchen 3. I have to clean the front room, and any other room that looks junky that they might see into. It's basically work, cause I'm the type, if come into my place, my place reflects me, and I don't like people coming in and seeing a messy place. ----------------- What a hassle. Then next week I've gotta travel, and super nervous about it, cause people are mean now, just look at the headlines. It seems everyone has 199 reasons to hate you now, I mean just for existing and bothering no one, people still hate you, or so it seems. And it doesn't help that a drank yesterday, stupid me, I should of known better, going that route never helps anything. ( By the way, I hate so called 'gun violence town hall forums, that some cities hold...why do I hate those? Cause everyone show up except those criminals actually committing the crimes and shootings on the streets, so what good do those 'gun violence' meetings have when those shooting people up don't attend those meetings? They're nothing more than 'feel good' 'rah rah' meetings for elected officials, what a waste of time...cause if want to stop shootings, than lock the shooters up, plain and simple) ------------------------------ Anyways, got a bit distracted there by the radio. It's Monday, I'm here, and well, hating the day so far.
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Post by Admin on Nov 20, 2023 14:06:59 GMT
Totally out of it today, I'd better make sure my internet bill is paid, can't remember if I paid it or not.
It's Thanksgiving week, big whoopti doo.
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Post by Admin on Dec 5, 2023 0:55:00 GMT
About to check my phones voice mail, which to me is like checking into 'hell', in that no one ever leaves uplifting messages anymore, seems it's either a fiscal threat, or some other bad news, but never anything good, anymore.
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Post by Admin on Dec 11, 2023 17:27:45 GMT
Was supposed to get storage today, but I drank yesterday and just don't feel like doing anything.
I need to mentally and physically start preparing to move, and I realize from years pasts, that you need to start prepping to move months, even 3 months in advance, or the time to leave will sneak up on you.
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Post by Admin on Dec 11, 2023 18:52:08 GMT
I think I'm going to cancel 'Hulu', I never watch that site anymore, and then maybe Disney.
Now days, you can pretty much see everything you want on YouTube.
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Post by Admin on Dec 11, 2023 19:21:44 GMT
Well, I signed in to cancel Hulu, then instantly got caught up in a movie or documentary about Tupac Shakur.
What a guy, people love him, but if like him in real life, they actually hate you now days, both black and white, at least the lower till social types I'm around.
I realize now, if want to rise, you have to thrust yourself into larger, already established organizations, cause average regular street types just won't appreciate you at all.
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Post by Admin on Jan 15, 2024 18:44:01 GMT
It's Monday, Dr King day, and I feel like $%##@* It's Monday and I feel like whatever. I drank to much yesterday, and then made reservations while drunk...(never do that) I wish the last part of yesterday were just a dream, but it wasn't....but may as well been, cause I was drunk. Anyways, today's here now, once I stop beating myself up mentally, maybe I'll get up and try to get a few things done. It's Monday.
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Post by Admin on Jan 15, 2024 22:21:25 GMT
When we pray, who are we really praying too?
Who are we really praying to, when we pray??
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Post by Admin on Feb 12, 2024 19:46:34 GMT
Can I motivate myself to get up, dressed, groomed, and out....today?
So far it doesn't seem like it.
I'm going through a big moral slump.
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Post by Admin on Feb 12, 2024 19:48:27 GMT
I didn't even bother watching the Superbowl yesterday, no interest at all.
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Post by Admin on Feb 12, 2024 20:22:28 GMT
There's nothing fun about spending money you don't have, it's a very depressing feeling actually....when you know you're slowly going broke.
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Post by Admin on Jul 8, 2024 15:46:12 GMT
Monday realities What a wasteful but necessary wasteful morning.Lost wallet over the weekend, then found it in fridge after a cancelled cards...so this morning had to go to bank to re-activate card/get new one... First place their card printer broke, so had to drive to other place = waste of time. But finally got what I needed...a new debt card with a new number. And it's good to reset your card at least once a year anyways to prevent forgotten withdrawals and renewals you forgot about. Everyone leaches off of your card, our numbers are floating around there everywhere, department stores, Walmart, corner stores... I need to go back to just paying cash when shopping locally. Anyways, it's Monday and I'm already behind and feel drowsy even though drank some energy coffee drink and protein drink, yet already feel drowsy... probably cause they put so much sugar in those drinks.As such I will lay down and take a quick nap to reset thy mind, soul and body.
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