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Post by Admin on Jul 22, 2023 22:46:21 GMT
General religious chatter General religious chatter.
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Post by Admin on Jul 22, 2023 22:46:52 GMT
When a society or community has more demons living in it than angels, than that society and or community is ruined.
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Post by Admin on Jul 22, 2023 22:48:53 GMT
I feel like I'm performing my own exorcism on self by not drinking.
Like the demons inside of me crave a drink, so they can take me to the edge, but I'm not cooperating, at least at the moment I'm not.
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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2023 1:15:11 GMT
I think I was already a good person, even before coming to 'god' decades ago.
Or I should say coming to 'religion', which I've since walked away from.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 14:45:41 GMT
What does it even mean to 'trust in God' anymore?
Everyone seems to 'trust in god', even those who hate each other, both sides of hate are trusting in god, for what?...to do what?
Trusting in god really means 'Everything will turn out how I want it to?'..hmm
People tend to 'trust in god', even when nothing goes there way, delusional?
I mean should we at least expect to get something good out of anything we trust?
Can you, I, others, trust that satan will screw things up?
But then again, for many others, maybe satan blesses them with riches, and treasures?
Think about that.
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Post by Admin on Oct 30, 2023 8:31:49 GMT
I think hell, for most of us, begins while we're still alive
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Post by Admin on Nov 4, 2023 15:10:08 GMT
I think once the devil is on your tail, it, never leaves you alone, no matter where you go, move to, live, or are around, cause the spirit of darkness/confusion/emotional chaos, can arise up anywhere and through anyone, or so it seems
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2023 20:46:29 GMT
Sin, fallen man, religion, the whole thing is kind of a sick twisted game.
The good get slain, while the evil prosper.
Everyone kind of a universe within themselves, type of deal, lies, hatred, ect and whatever.
I really kind of had to slow myself down today, from fallen back into the same emotional game, tug a war, and realized that this battle is not mine to win or lose, I'm simply a chess piece in it all.
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Post by Admin on Jan 13, 2024 5:16:52 GMT
Why does the devil always seem to find 'you', no matter where you go?
It can be in the form of an annoying person, a animal, insects, noise, ect and whatever.
It just seems no matter where you go, the devil or evil always seems to find you.
A million people in a city, and how come it's the devil who decides to move in next to or around you?
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Post by Admin on Jan 13, 2024 5:25:21 GMT
Why does the devil always seem to find 'you', no matter where you go?It can be in the form of an annoying person, a animal, insects, noise, ect and whatever. It just seems no matter where you go, the devil or evil always seems to find you. A million people in a city, and how come it's the devil who decides to move in next to or around you? I always seem to attract demonic types around me, these types love to seemingly isolate me and scare everyone else off. |
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Post by Admin on Feb 22, 2024 2:18:46 GMT
If I ever go to church again, I think I'll go to a gay/lesbian/whatever, type of church If I ever go back to church, I think I'll find a openly gay church to go to, why? Cause most people are gay, bi-sexual, lesbian, ect, anyways, but at least at a openly gay church, there's no whispering or shaming. If going to worship with sinners, than I'd rather worship with God honest type of sinners, not ones who pretend to be saints, yet do the devils biddings behind the scenes. Not only that, just there's so many tones of same sex attraction, not all same sex attraction leads to romance or the bedroom.
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Post by Admin on Oct 5, 2024 23:36:09 GMT
Now that older, how do I feel about Christians, in as far as one to be friends with?
I'm weary of them....why?
Because you never know how a Christian really feels about you, cause in their minds, they're only liking you, tolerating you 'Through Christ'...they love saying that....no thanks.
And so what happens when they're not in 'Christ'?...do they still like you or love you?
I'd rather be around people who love and like on their own, and change cause they want to, not cause they feel they're obeying divine orders.
I have my reasons.
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2024 15:35:46 GMT
What do you do when the hell you feared, your own personal hell, well, one day you wake up in that personal hell you so feared...then what?
And no, I'm not talking about the cartoonish biblical hell, where everyone just generically burns in hot fire in a coal mine where demons wheel barrow coal to the flames.
I think there are personal hell's worse than that, that the living go through, hell's of our own making.
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2024 15:40:39 GMT
Well, I feel I'm in such a personal hell right now, where everything I didn't want to go wrong, did.
Where all the people I had a glimmer of faith in, helped, were indeed as shallow and small as I didn't want to believe they were.
And where now, cause I was dumb enough to build my dreams based on the fake promises of others, I almost have nothing, and have spent the leverage I did have on fools, and foolish ideas...now what?
And the only one who pays is me, my physical body, that has to labor to earn this sh-t back.
Emotionally, how do I handle that?
Do I let those emotions turn to anger?
The world has never seen an angry version of me...I've always been nice.
But if in my own hell, do I have to be nice anymore to demons around me?
Being nice got me where?
Being nice got me sent to hell...that's where.
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2024 15:41:15 GMT
But then again, words are nothing without leverage.
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