Misc comments and thoughts about anything

It's Saturday



It's Saturday and I feel like I've awakened into a dungeon of my own creating or creation...one of bad choices over the years, or past year, like it's all just come to a head. But unlike in the movies, there's no one to rush in and save me from my bad decisions, and the uncertainty that's fueled by those bad decisions.

There's no Cavalry that's going to rush in and save me, I'm just not that special anymore to anyone.



Nope, no saving cavalry for me, I'm totally on my own.

I don't even know what it's like to actually be cared for anymore, haven't had that feeling in decades.

Anyways, I've got this day to prepare for a trip, I trip I should be happy about, but my mood, instead, has me feeling very skeptical.

I just don't think I'm equipped with the right mental tools to make it in this world anymore, or ever.
It's more like I've just managed to stumble my way through life, day by day, a stumbling fool.

There is nothing fair about life, never was.

There's a lot of out and right snake like people in power, who control others, either in smaller family units, gangs, or the government, churches and businesses.

Out and right snakes that lack any type of ethics, or who can fake it for a while until get the position they want.
People like this can become cops, soldiers, Priests, doesn't matter, it's just the nature of man, of most, to be slithery.