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Lately, I've been internally asking self (in more the form of a feeling or mood) 'Why am I still here?'

And that kind of internal questioning kind of scares me a bit....cause I've never really felt that way before.

Cause my theory is, is that when start asking self why you're still here, that means you're looking for a noble way out of this world, while can still chose your own way out.