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Post by Admin on Mar 7, 2021 20:21:36 GMT
Single Life
Single Life...let's begin
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Post by Admin on Mar 7, 2021 20:24:18 GMT
Laundry
One of the first things I got, when moved into place on my own, was a washer and dryer.
What I don't understand is I see urban women, where I stay, who have lived alone, or in apartment with their kids, that don't ever seem to get a washer and dryer, I know this cause I seem them utilizing the laundry mat.
That makes no sense to me, to be a grown adult, especially a woman, and not buy your own washer and dryer???
I think women of today totally lack the household and Mothering skills that women of old use to have.
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Post by Admin on Apr 5, 2021 20:48:18 GMT
Today I touched and sat in a 2019 Dodge Challenger for the first time ever...what I call a mid life crisis moment...lol  Yes, I sat in a Dodge Challenger today for the first time ever, and just got off phone with used car lot dealer...hmm...(This is where a man like me needs a wife to talk me out of this mid life crisis moment).. But I have no wife, it's just me, a single older dude struggling to carve out purpose in a world where I'm seemingly invisible. What would owning a 2019 Dodge Challenger do for me or change in my life...let's be honest here. 1. I'd still be single, but owning such a car might give me more confidence to just go out more, like to the beach ect...you can't meet people if home all the time. 2. Would make fake people, women, who ignored me for years, pretend to suddenly 'like me', and or even gay dudes or transexual types...lol 3. Probably the last time ever, in my life, that I'll ever have the chance or 'will' to own a lower end sports car...cause like a few more years from now and I just won't care anymore, I won't give a dam about anything. 4. Car only has 24,000 something miles on it, not bad, not bad at all, would still have to test drive first though. 5. If can get payments under 200, than maybe, in that could cut out other expenses and make up the difference...I'm willing to live more 'poor' for a decent childhood fantasy type of car. 6. If I don't buy it for myself, no one will buy it for me, ever. And I'll stop there...would owning a nicer looking sports car make me happier and fix all my issues I have in life?...I doubt it...instead it would probably be more like 'therapy'... I mean optics matter...and what you pull up in matters....let's face it..we live in a shallow world with shallow souls, and that's just how it is. Will I try to buy this car tomorrow???...I don't know...I really do not know, I'll know more after I test drive it...and the car above is just a generic Challenger and not the one considering buying, although the same color. But if bought all white Challenger I'd for sure have to add stripes or something to it, black stripes, a logo, something to say 'it's me'. But what I love most is only 24,000 miles...that's what I love most. We shall see.
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 5:18:46 GMT
Black female feet Genetically I was born to like 'feet', that is soft clean kept feet, regardless of color or organ or gender, if have soft well kept clean feet, I'm amazed and you move up a few notches in my 'like list'. That being said, not sure what it is with feet and 'B' women, at least South Eastern types, or Southern types, in other words I get sick of seeing black females with feet that look more like Hawk talens, long jarred scary toe nails and all, what the F is that about??!! How can I be a heterosexual male when many 'B' women have feet rougher looking than my own!!  I mean wtf is this about, when a 'B' ladies feet looks more rougher than a white guys feet? Do you know how that totally screws up my mind, and the mind of others?? Who ever was it that told black females that having long toe nails and scarred up feet was attractive!! Yet, where I stay now, in the SE, I dread looking down whenever a black female approaches me, cause fearful of how their feet will look, sure may have a cute face, but if have feet like horse hooves than deal is off. Here's another example!  The white feet you see are of males!...now how in the hell can, do, younger white guys have softer, friendlier looking feet than do black females?? Again, that totally screws with my mind and others. How in the heck, hell, am I suppose to get turned on by pre-historic caveman looking feet? I can't even relate mentally with any female who has feet like the above, it's like we're of totally different species or something. A female who can't even take care of their feet just needs to step the hell away from me. __________________________________________________________________________ White women, or Asian women, or even Hispanic women on the other hand, totally understand feet care, cause they at least keep their feet looking soft and feminine, not sure why black female chose not to.  Look how soft and friendly these 'white feet' are, and they happen to belong to a female...but to me soft clean feet are like genderless entities. Soft feet are like an entrance into your 'sole'. Ugly feet are like a gateway to hell, as far as I'm concerned.
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 5:39:22 GMT
Black female feet Genetically I was born to like 'feet', that is soft clean kept feet, regardless of color or organ or gender, if have soft well kept clean feet, I'm amazed and you move up a few notches in my 'like list'. That being said, not sure what it is with feet and 'B' women, at least South Eastern types, or Southern types, in other words I get sick of seeing black females with feet that look more like Hawk talens, long jarred scary toe nails and all, what the F is that about??!! How can I be a heterosexual male when many 'B' women have feet rougher looking than my own!! I mean wtf is this about, when a 'B' ladies feet looks more rougher than a white guys feet? Do you know how that totally screws up my mind, and the mind of others?? Who ever was it that told black females that having long toe nails and scarred up feet was attractive!! Yet, where I stay now, in the SE, I dread looking down whenever a black female approaches me, cause fearful of how their feet will look, sure may have a cute face, but if have feet like horse hooves than deal is off. Here's another example! The white feet you see are of males!...now how in the hell can, do, younger white guys have softer, friendlier looking feet than do black females?? Again, that totally screws with my mind and others. How in the heck, hell, am I suppose to get turned on by pre-historic caveman looking feet? I can't even relate mentally with any female who has feet like the above, it's like we're of totally different species or something. A female who can't even take care of their feet just needs to step the hell away from me. __________________________________________________________________________ White women, or Asian women, or even Hispanic women on the other hand, totally understand feet care, cause they at least keep their feet looking soft and feminine, not sure why black female chose not to. Look how soft and friendly these 'white feet' are, and they happen to belong to a female...but to me soft clean feet are like genderless entities. Soft feet are like an entrance into your 'sole'. Ugly feet are like a gateway to hell, as far as I'm concerned. I must agree with you pal, in that 'B' females, when it come to feet...yuk, and I to don't get or understand why 'B' females love growing their toe nails out long and jarred, like weapons or something, how the F is that attractive? How is having feet like 'Orcs' on lord of the rings attractive?? On the other hand, look how soft 'white' people keep their feet..  Now I could literally eat these feet, regardless of the gender or face attached to them. |
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 5:42:38 GMT
How the heck is it that white guys know, understand feet care better than most 'B' females??, talk about messing with ones mind!! I need to see a phyciatrist now!!
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 17:10:58 GMT
In Pullman and Albion and Lewiston and ect, where I grew up, females, women, had cute soft feet
But where I stay now, not so much, at least not certain types do, and I use to always want to sell female shoes, sandals, use to be a dream job to me, to sell shoes to nice looking women with soft feet, but in the area I stay now, no way, can't sit there a sell sandals to women who have feet that scare me at the sight.
I'd have to out to beach area or something where 'white' Ladies are more apt to hang out, and sell shoes there.
I mean it's nothing personal, I just don't like, and sometimes literally repulsed, at how 'B' females fail to take care of their feet and or have such a different beauty standard of feet that I just can't relate.
I mean when a younger college aged thin male has softer, cleaner feet, than a B woman, that just messes with my mind.
Have black Females ever heard of toe nail clippers?
Good heavens.
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 17:15:37 GMT
Black females in the South East have just totally thrown everything off for me, from how they keep their feet looking so scary, to their mentality and more, I should of never left majority white areas of this nation where women at least have normal feminine soft looking feet.  |
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 17:48:25 GMT
Black females in the South East have just killed my sexual desires in so many ways, and I'm angry at that...I really am, may seem funny but it's not...I've wasted many good years around females who have goblin looking feet. Not saying white women are better people, or nicer or any of that, but what I am saying is in general at least white women know how to keep their feet nice, presentable, soft and clean.  I mean look how 'meaty', yet totally clean these 'white feet' are, near perfection. Nice ultra thin toe nails, how civilized feet should look. |
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 17:56:40 GMT
And when you live in an area where the women act, have feet, more manly than you do, as a guy, it just throws you off phycologically. I grew up around slender white females who looked 'girly', how girls, females, should look, it was the perfect balance of nature, the women were feminine, thus it made the males want to be masculine (not over the top masculine, just like Ward Cleaver type of masculine). But then move to area where females act odd, like it's still 1856 colonial era type of odd, where the women have monster feet that don't even look 'human' (do to neglect and warped beauty standard), and it just messes with your mind after a while. I guess it all just depends on preference, and where originally raised I suppose. I totally miss slender, yet hardy, 'W' farm girl type women, who even though hardy, at least when they took off their shoes and sox their feet were cute and soft and pretty as hell....  Know what I'm saying, like just 'regular' (at least regular to me, cause what I grew up around), but like regular thin, hardy, athletic, spicy, some times tom boyish women, but no matter how tough on surface, when they took off their shoes and sox, their feet were like perils...oh how I miss living in areas like that. |
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2021 18:02:42 GMT
Instead, now where I live, 'B' females have carbonite feet with toe nails built of iron and steal that would probably cut your legs up at night if ever slept with one, or bottom of feet chappy like sand paper...ugg!!!  'Black chappy feet' To me, if you don't take care of your feet than you just don't have a brain, at least not a brain I can relate to. Maybe I'll start a 'foot bootcamp' for 'B' females and teach, train them, how to have attractive feet in 2021, instead of feet from the year 1839. |
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Post by Admin on May 9, 2021 22:31:26 GMT
Even some males know how to keep their feet softer than some females do  As you can see here, this 'male' keeps their feet looking more soft and presentable than many urban females do or know how, and this goes to prove that just cause one has 'brown' skin doesn't mean have to have rusty, dusty, chappy, ragid feet, in fact when brown or golden skin feet taken care of properly, they're very much a delight to look at. I think sometimes males understand what attracts them to females more so than even females do, is why often in music videos and Hollywood, it's usually behind the scenes male choreographers who are teaching the females how to walk, dance, 'sway' ect, and the ones applying the make up ect, it's usually gay or gayish males behind the scenes doing all of that.
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Post by Admin on May 9, 2021 22:45:40 GMT
More soft 'brown' male feet from the foot of a male who 'gets it'  I mean heck, do I have to go out and hire males to be foot models for me instead of females?? Again look how soft this males feet are, not scary to look at at all, toes are like balloons or something...  Bottom line is I like things that are soft to look at, and in order for me to be attracted to another human, they have to have 'soft' qualities or traits, at least if a female, and can't be having feet that look rougher and scarier than my own. I think white and Asian and some Hispanic women understand this fact way better than most 'B' women who are raised in the South...I think black women out west, who are raised away from other black standards of beauty, also tend to have white gal type of soft feet. Anyone can have nice feet though, if simply learned to take care of them, male or female, gay or straight, tran or man, doesn't matter, your feet are a reflection of you and whether or not you pay attention to detail when it comes to your body.
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Post by Admin on Jul 29, 2021 2:28:15 GMT
I no longer care if being honest 'scares people'.
'Attraction' is a very complex thing, and doesn't always align with your color or heritage or nation or gender or ect, it just doesn't.
Just because a guy is considered 'black' *by you, doesn't mean they're just automatically attracted to any ole black female, and just cause a guy is considered Persian to you, doesn't mean they're just automatically attracted to a Persian woman and so forth.
There's so many variables when it comes to attraction.
And sometimes it depends on whom you were around from the earliest years of you life, cause that's what will sometimes embed in your mind as a standard of beauty, cause your mind doesn't know what color society thinks your suppose to be, the mind simply records stuff when young, then when grow up you're subconsciously attracted to that you first saw when 3 or 5 or 6 years old...and nothing can really change that...no matter how old you get.
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Post by Admin on Jul 29, 2021 2:36:47 GMT
Me, for instance, I now realize I get along way better with like Hispanics, or Asians or even Italians, better than I do with dark black complexion Southern types.
Sure, I'm a person of color, but I'm not dark tootsie roll type of brown or black.
And over the years I think it's dark tootsie roll toned 'blacks' who actually rejected me first, before I started rejecting them, in terms of dating and mating type stuff.
Unless dark tootsie roll type of black in the South East, than most dark tootsie roll type of black folks won't embrace you.
Dark skinned tootsie role colored Southern blacks can be just as prejudice as chalk skinned whites, when it comes to acceptance.
But people like me don't really fit into either category.
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