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Friday
Oct 4, 2024 18:04:01 GMT
Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2024 18:04:01 GMT
It's Friday I need a sewage plant for all the time I waste, have wasted, over the years and still do. It's Friday, all I've done is workout, it came up first on my 'to do list', next I'll work on my 'pitch' routine, to pitch a movie to a producer, a supposed one, but knowing my luck dude could be a prop. I've learned, if fate isn't on your side, forget about it. Your efforts mean nothing if fate isn't already on your side...is why so many people are duds. Anyways, we are what we eat, and I must of ate some stuff late in the morning before bed, cause I woke up feeling 'heavy'...not sick, but heavy, that like mushy inner feeling...the precursor before getting sick, which you'd be if not for being in decent general health. ----------------------------------- My life sucks, it really does, or I'm like stuck in the middle somewhere, I get by enough to just not fail.That's the story of my life, getting by enough to not fail. But that becomes depressing as you age, just getting by bet never excelling at anything. Not ever being able to outrun uncertainty.Oh well, it's Friday.
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Friday
Oct 11, 2024 21:09:53 GMT
Post by Admin on Oct 11, 2024 21:09:53 GMT
Once again Friday has caught me, and once again I'm as ill prepared to deal with this Friday as I was last Friday.
Just got back from some shopping.
Looking for a decent dress shirt and tie at low end bargain clothing stores...didn't happen.
So it's either Walmart or a much more expensive 'Men's Closet' type of place, where the clothes actually come in tall sizes.
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Not happy with myself right now at all.
Went out last night to a ____ club, not sure why...and no one was there cause I was so early, so just sat in the back and observed.
That's a very tight nit community....one I'm not apart of since I'm not actively ____.
I just go out to talk to people, I don't really care how they swing, just be a decent conversationalist.
Anyways it's Friday, and barely putting along.
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Friday
Oct 18, 2024 20:19:41 GMT
Post by Admin on Oct 18, 2024 20:19:41 GMT
It's Friday It's Friday, I just got back from a long cross nation trip/flight, which absolutely sucked. Not sure what's fun about flying anymore. It's dangerous, violent, cramped, intrusive, and lonely....no thanks. Anyways, looks like all my dreams for the past 10 months have been shattered...and now, well, I really have no place to go, at least not a comfortable spot...as in immediate direction in life. I really don't want to return to some dreadful, dull, mundane labor job, where your people skills, and looks, matter not at all. I'd like to work in the entertainment industry, fancy places with fancy people, anything but driving some dull truck again. May even try to start my own business, but that's such a gamble. My plan was to get a small used RV and just move...maybe I still will...I just don't know. At my age, can I go back to that off grid lifestyle? I mean sure, lot's of Seniors do it, and love it...but would I? I just don't know...I'm literally clueless about what's going to happen over the next few weeks. But for now, I do have a place, it's comfortable, and well, whatever happens next, who knows. ================================== Anyways, it's Friday, and it's October and Halloween is approaching, has always been my favorite month, but sadly I just don't get into the spirit of it like I used to when I had friends and all. And in the B hood areas, these culturally dead tweebs don't get into nothing other than foul rap music. There really isn't much culture within the urban B community, there's just anger, suspicion, and a lot of attitude. Oh well, can't let that ruin my space... Happy Halloween, here soon.
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Friday
Nov 2, 2024 1:07:15 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 2, 2024 1:07:15 GMT
It's Friday night, and I feel very relaxed right now, for some reason It's Friday night, around 9 pm, and I feel very relaxed right now for some reason. Is there ever really a reason to feel relaxed anymore? Well, right now I do, and not sure how long it'll last. Haven't worked in a while, not sure what tomorrow will bring, but there's still something always soothing about the first hours of the weekend when all the business vipers are asleep. I know today, everything is 24/7, but still the weekends, mainly Friday and Saturday, just feel like a safety zone from it all. Stuff you can put off until Monday when the dreaded machine reawakens. But as of now, this moment, I still feel calm. But like most, my mood or moods can change on a dime, for the better or worse, usually for the worst. Sometimes just what you eat can change your mood in a good or bad way. Bad food with toxic chemicals, can bring you down, good healthy food can bring you up. No booze in my system, that's one reason I feel so calm, without booze in my system, body is better able to absorb nutrients that effect our moods. Anyways, since not drinking, I'll be able to get more done this night than I normally would if had drank earlier. I think should the day come, the season come, when I stop drinking, like could be like heaven for me. I realize now heaven comes from within, cause when in the right calm mood and have the right outlook, you can tolerate just about anything. And it helps if your environment is quiet so you can relax. It's Friday, Nov 1st of 2024
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Friday
Nov 16, 2024 2:01:09 GMT
Post by Admin on Nov 16, 2024 2:01:09 GMT
What a boring pathetic sober Friday night for me...and my air mattress has gone flat.
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