Friday

For those who still get their groove on on Fridays, happy Friday.

For those who just come home and collapse onto the couch, happy Friday.

Just a low key Friday night.

Have to work tomorrow.

It can be awkward working one day, off the next, then working next day, cause what can you really get into?

I just wish I didn't have to work at all, many do not.

There are so many wealthy and young multi millionaires out there, billionaires who are living the dream here on Earth.

Why do they need to die in order to experience Heaven?

God or Fate has given them heaven on Earth already.

It's Friday evening

It's Friday evening, home a bit early from work than usual, off for next few days.

Years ago, not to many, when I use to have fun neighbors, when the community as a whole was just more social, Friday's were fun.
We use to all socially drink together and have a ball, even though we weren't all exactly the same.

I mean we'd drink right here, where we live, by the water, cook, BBQ, laugh, play music, it was a different life experience back then, one that has for sure ended.

Now no one talks to anyone anymore, the new people who have moved in just are not social at all, and it's usually these urban women type raised without a Father figure, and so as they age, have kids of their own, these urban women see men as terrible preditors rather than mentors to the community.

And where they come from, maybe that's true, but where I come from, not true at all.

And even among the older generation of urban types or AA community, there was still that sense of community, not anymore, now it's every young street thug for themselves or crew, no value system at all what so ever.

The music they listen to doesn't distill any type of good value system, just shoot this, shoot that 'n-gga this, n-gga that', is all rappers convey anymore.
And many of these younger types have been fed that music since the age of 3, so of course their view of the world and others is warped.

But that aside, ye, Fridays use to be fun for me, when I had a social life.

But it all centered around older dude named Bruce, he was like what held it all together, which goes to show how important good solid men are, but once he left, everything just died, no one had his old school strength.

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And or I use to just get up and go out to a few clubs, that was fun to, but I don't even do that anymore.

Instead I just mainly sit, plot, as in what to do next, plan, write, create art, clean, ect...a pretty dull life actually.

But i need to start getting out again, not to bars or clubs, cause don't like that scene, but maybe just start volunteering my time.

Anyways, just got in, time to shed the past 3 days of work off, and relax a bit, that transition can take a while, hours sometimes, if you don't have someone to distract you, as in a lover or a pet, or something you intensely enjoy doing, right now I'm kind of lacking in all those areas.

Friday



Everything we do in life is a form of therapy, regardless.

It's Friday, and I'm still here.

Thinking about creating a new radio show that centers around 'single life', there's no other radio show like it, as far as I know.
It will air on Saturday, tomorrow or next, not sure if I'll have the first pilot done by tomorrow.
I don't want to rush it since I'm the one paying for the airtime, and it's not cheap, but the exposure you get from radio is 100, maybe 1000 more times impactful than what you get on social media now day as a normal person.

On social media, people, now days, simply relate to you as a lifeless robot or empty soul.

On social media, now days, unless you're already famous, you're a nobody, and add to that algorythms that make sure only 'trendy' sponsored posts get elevated and seen.

Social media is not about promoting individual stars anymore, like it use to in the early days, now social media is simply about harvesting the information of the masses for adds and other more sinister stuff, it's gross when you think about it.

But we all participate cause we all have the need to be heard and seen, the need to matter.

I mean if your pet dog and cat even have the ever desirable need to matter, obviously people do as well.

And when I say stuff like that on my radio show, it'll have way more meaning and impact when people hear it coming from a real voice, and not just written down for adds to study.

I write mainly and simply for self therapy, to express, cause that's what lifes about, it's just in our DNA

And it's hard for me to get into anything fun on a night where I know I have to go to bed soon, and get up for work, work is like throwing a wrench into your plans.

When I get into something, I don't like suddenly having to stop do to the clock..I like to stop when mood tells me to, not some artificial time.

The joy of work is just not what it use to be, at least not for me....it's when off work, that I then sort of start having fun, doing what I'm good at.

I do believe today is Friday.

I need to create a 'to do list' to get me going for the day.

Worked yesterday, off today, but have to work tomorrow, kind of awkward schedule.

None the less I'm off today and joyous for it.
I'm still hear and breathing.

Still alive, still positive, not broke, and still always full of hope and ideas that I'm always making self think will make life better for me one day.

It's that hope that keeps you going.

To the point now where I don't even have time or make the time, to open snail mail anymore.
I just figure if what's inside isn't going to make me instantly rich, than what's the point.

Anyways, time for work now, a slavic adventure.