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Post by Admin on May 10, 2022 16:00:53 GMT
It's Tuesday again
It's Tuesday again, wow, boy how time just fly's and rolls on by when you actually record and measure it.
It's why I've decided to slice life up into days, cause if not, in the future, would not even remember what I did on certain days of the week. It would all just be a blur, but to me, while alive, every day matters, or should.
David Bowie, wow, what a song. I've always known this song was special, even when younger.
But for some reason it wasn't until driving a few days ago that this song just totally jumped out at me in a way it never has before.
The passion he put into this song is incredible.
This song now inspires me, for some reason, it inspires me to 'live again'.
I'm alive, and should never take being alive, and healthy, for granted.
Even on a dull boring Tuesday, at least I'm alive, alive still, and grateful for that.
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Post by Admin on May 10, 2022 20:03:56 GMT
I'm in a pretty decent mood today, not sure why.
I even drank last night, yet still feel decent today, even worked out in the park.
Moods are hard to figure out at times.
I'm in a good mood when I really shouldn't be, then other times when I should be in a good mood I'm not, hard to figure out moods.
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Post by Admin on Jun 29, 2022 1:46:58 GMT
Tuesday is here  Yep, it's Tuesday, and late into the day, now it's night time, and first time writing on here today, I think. I have to work tomorrow, yuk, super yuk. I've been off since Saturday night and sure doesn't feel like it, what happened to the time? I drank hard, well hard for me, and had fun last night, and well, F, tomorrow looms now, tomorrow just seems so intrusive to me right now, so very intrusive, where have to go to work, shrink fit self to fit whatever. I'm only having fun when able to be creative. Anyways, it's Tuesday...pretty relaxing day for me actually. Went grocery shopping, barely bought anything and still came to around 76 dollars! All I bought was mainly fruit, good gracious. I wonder if I qualify for food stamps? I've never used food stamps before in my life, to proud to, but hell, if others are, why shouldn't I?...assuming I qualify, which I doubt. Anyways, it's Tuesday night, which is really more like my Sunday night. Almost bought some radio time yesterday...yes, thinking about getting back into celestial radio, but drinking destroyed my concentration, so I'll try again next week. Called a fire Department Chief in Pullman, last night, and they were very nice and kind and gracious with me, I just needed someone to talk to.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2022 13:16:08 GMT
Tuesday is here  Tuesday is here, yes indeed. Slept well, the 4th wasn't as loud and rowdy as I expected, as prior 4ths in this area. To me, it was just another day off. Oh what shall I do today? Eat, clean, write, contimplate, think, eat, clean, write, contimplate, think, and so forth. It's Tuesday, again.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:26:36 GMT
Yes, it's Tuesday, and has been a pretty dull average day actually, and maybe that's good, maybe it's better to have dull average days than violent disruptive ones...however did observe some odd stuff.
1. two pest control trucks pull up, brand new trucks, both backed in, why? Both vehicles had tinted windows, why?...kind of odd for pest control trucks to look so clean and have tinted windows...were they spy's
2. Dude who I know asked if I could help them move some of their tools, I said yes, gave them my number but they never called, why not?
So approached them again thinking I'd given them wrong number, this time they were speaking with 'white dude' with mustache and light beard by garbadge bin.
OK fine, but then when I got back from store, so same white dude over at mail box areas, talking to someone else from their car...who were they?
A cop, a spy?...you don't normally see white dude just talking to random people in this area, or does my mind just think to much.
But other than that, as usual, a pretty bland day.
Although i do kind of wish things would spice up, I mean I could use some publicity cause then maybe I could sell more of my books.
Maybe it's me, setting traps for others, who knows.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:28:48 GMT
I think I frustrate people, cause they so want to believe I'm bad, been told I'm bad, then find out I'm not, and then they don't know what to do with themselves...it's kind of funny actually, if indeed that's what's occurring, or I could just have a vivid imagination.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:32:10 GMT
Not only that, but dude I gave number to lied, cause when gave them number the first time I distincly remember them dialing a number and saying to me 'Is this your answering machine?'...
But then later, when told them I got no call from them, they said 'Oh, I never called'...
You see folks, I walk a straight line, and so when you walk a straight line, you really see how others do not.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:33:42 GMT
In fact, I think I'm going to change my number again right now...cause I don't like how that feels, I mean when people lie to you like that, and are such seasoned liars that they don't even realize they lie, that's not a good sign.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:50:00 GMT
And just like that my number is changed...I just don't like snakes.
If want to know something about me, than damt just ask.
What's so freaken fkn hard about that???
Me, if I want to know something about another, I just ask, and I don't assume nothing until I ask...why can't others be that way???
Instead people would rather invent narratives, and act out on their own invented fictional narratives...do you know how much that annoys me as someone who is pure?
I just don't get stupid people, I don't.
Why can't people just be honest??
Strange people around here today, dude I've know for a while lies to me, and so dishonest they can't even catch their own lie?
That's kind of spooky actually, unless they're dixlectix, or however that's spelled, but I think that only effects your eyesight.
And when I see them again, I'll let them know they lied, right to their face, just to see their reaction.
Again, I walk a straight line, is why I'm still here, you can't be me, and not walk a straight line, if I walked a crooked line I'd of been destroyed or gone long ago...when will jerks realize that.??
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:51:41 GMT
And it's other people's stupdity that makes me know them better than they know themselves.
I can predict, another behavior before they 'act' cause I already know how stupid they are, thus who's really in control??
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:54:05 GMT
All my life, I'm waiting for someone to be smart instead of stupid.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 3:55:51 GMT
It just annoys me how small people are, utterly small, 95% or more of people are so utterly intellectually and morally small, and frail, which makes them scared, and when one acts out of being scared, they make mistakes.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 4:02:04 GMT
I'll never forget, years ago, while in a supermarket, just out of the blue (I'll never forget this), some white lady, just out of the blue, came up and hugged me, they did not know me, but they just hugged me, said 'You're an angel'...I was like 'what?'...but me being me, I let them hug me.
I did not know them, they did not know me, and I've never seen them since that day and moment.
They just hugged me, as if I were Santa Claus or something or in their words 'An Angel'...they were almost in tears, then they left and I've never seen them again...so what was that about?
I'm not Angel, at least not in biblical terms, but what I am is honest and fair.
Again, if weren't, I wouldn't still be here.
That woman/lady, saw something which most imbosils do not.
People avoid me because I tell the truth, and people would rather believe in their own fiction, than hear that their fiction is wrong.
At least when it comes to me anyways.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2022 4:04:44 GMT
I look good, I'm tall, fit and handsome, and human demons just can't accept that.
'Oh, what are they really up to?, no one can be that 'perfect'' they say.
I'm anything but perfect folks, but I do walk a straight line.
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Post by Admin on Nov 8, 2022 15:48:47 GMT
A mellow Tuesday so far  So far it's a mellow Tuesday, sleeping in was fun today, since off. The, or one of the keys to happiness is just focusing on the 'now'. I know that's so much easier said than done, but when get older, it becomes a must, if want to be happy. That, and good health, meaning maintaining a body free of pain, and that takes effort, cause most pain in us is caused by our own bad habits. Those habits can include, bad diet, drinking, or even drugs, and or stress, and or pollution, and pollution comes in many different forms. Anyways, I think I'll get dressed and go to the grocery store here soon. It's a nice crisp sunny day, but what I do have is 'right now', and as such will hang onto 'right now' for as long as I can.
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