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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2023 0:34:25 GMT
I wish the Israeli army would come to America and also wipe out _____ _____ wherever they're found....oh how society would improve for all.
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Post by Admin on Dec 26, 2023 19:25:10 GMT
I've pretty much wasted the whole day in bed, oh what a waste of a day...but I did stay up late, and did drink yesterday, and make a few phone calls.
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Post by Admin on Dec 26, 2023 19:26:44 GMT
Sometimes I just get tired of being me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 26, 2023 21:33:43 GMT
I think I've forgotten how to just have fun...and I think that's cause I've been to worried about my future.
It's hard to have fun when not in the current moment you're in.
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Post by Admin on Dec 26, 2023 21:35:04 GMT
Also, it sucks, when sometimes the most toxic people or person in your life is within your own blood family.
Amazing how far people, or family, can drift over time.
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Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2024 15:41:35 GMT
Am I going to make anything of myself this year that I didn't last year?
I doubt it, rather life will just continue to drag me alone.
I don't have the tools to be successful anymore, or the support, so I'm just getting dragged along by life and playing defense most of the time while losing yards, or at least that's how it feels.
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Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2024 15:43:22 GMT
Last night I _____ my _____ off, something I haven't done in probably over 5 or more years.
Oh well, I'm sure it blended in with all the other _____ going off..
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Post by Admin on Jan 30, 2024 19:06:58 GMT
About to end my HULU subscription
About to end my Hulu subscription, and then will probably do the same with Disney +.
Times are changing, and I just don't have the spare change anymore to be paying these subscriptions to channels I rarely watch.
I may have to move soon, and then for sure won't be in the mindset to watch movies, if for a while I don't even have the internet.
I tried ending subscription before, but got side tracked in watching a movie, and convinced myself to keep it for a while longer.
But as of now, I just don't have time to watch all these movies, heck, I can go to YT and get updates or clips of movies for free.
Now days, YT vids end up breaking down all movies anyways, and just show the good scenes.
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Post by Admin on Jan 30, 2024 20:35:14 GMT
Disney + makes it tricky to cancel all their services
1. If cancel your Disney+ subscription bundle, you may still have to cancel your normal Disney+ subscription, which you'll still get billed for, but most cancel this stuff before deleting account, or you'll continue to get billed and have no way to stop it unless cut it off at the source, as in your bank or pay pal.
For instance, I had no idea I had the Hulu and ESPN bundle together...at around 24 dollars a month....fine, but I never watch those channels, so I'm just giving my money away, I mean over a year that's 24x12= $288.00, then add Amazon to that.
And also, I recently changed debit card, and that's to when you find out you were subscribed to sites you totally forgot about.
It all adds up over the course of a year, and then wonder why at end of year savings/checking, feels a few thousand dollars lower than it should be.
Oh well, got a lot of other things to get done today...heck, just spent $100.oo on food, good grief.
Have mercy on my soul during these times God...(I say half heartedly and sarcastically and out of jest)
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Post by Admin on Jul 16, 2024 17:16:26 GMT
Boy do I feel flat today.
In decent shape, but just feel very flat and unmotivated.
It's what happens when always alone, I suppose.
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Post by Admin on Jul 16, 2024 17:19:06 GMT
Phones off, I just don't feel like talking to anyone who would call me.
It would be one thing if I were in love to an attractive person and anticipating their call...but nah...no such luck.
The only calls I will get will be wrong numbers, spam, bill collectors or just service sector type of calls...phone stays off.
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Post by Admin on Jul 30, 2024 12:53:15 GMT
I lay in bed this morning, literally laying under compost, feeling like I was a member of the walking dead.
A mood, sure, but none the less moods are our reality while we're in them.
I just felt dead, but still alive...maybe like a cleaner better looking version of a zombie.
And it's like forces, be they dark or just natural, are all vying for your energy, to devour you, slowly while alive, and finally when you're dead...it never stops until you are, we are, returned to absolutely nothing.
The most accomplished people in history have all long since returned to nothing, and only live in our minds and memories.
But the less you are while alive, the less others will keep you alive and going in their memories.
Anyways, it's Tuesday..usually start day off by biking/walking, not sure about today.
I stay in an area, currently, where all you basically see is low IQ ghetto types, as if didn't socially evolve much beyond the end of slavery.
Like as if still programed to be slaves, that slave look, that slave walk, that slave gaze.
Not very inspiring to be around folks like that for someone like me.
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Post by Admin on Aug 14, 2024 4:44:02 GMT
Last few minutes of today, Aug 13, 2024 Not much happened today. My butt is soar from sitting so much today. I miss sitting on edge of my bed at old place, butt never got soar then, but now sit in a chair, and even place pillows beneath, still doesn't work much. I may have to buy a couch or recliner type chair and use it has my desk chair...good grief.
Yep, may have to buy one of these just to save my butt.
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Post by Admin on Sept 25, 2024 2:45:44 GMT
Tuesday It's Tuesday and another hurricane is brewing in the gulf area of Florida...but where I stay will just get the outer bands...darn...yes darn. I've been through a few hurricanes by now and can say other than taking a direct hit, I like the outer bands blowing through the area and cleaning up the muggy southern air. It's like a constant wind that doesn't stop, and it just blows all the smog and pollution away...and everyone usually chills during hurricanes, criminals chill, the government chills, places close down... I just find it very relaxing.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2024 20:16:51 GMT
It's Tuesday Hasn't been the best mental day for me, do to drinking last night, of course. Drinking feels great when drinking, it's the next morning or day that sucks. I think I'm going to shut computer down after this, then restart...the keys feeling a bit sluggish, like my life right now. And I'll finally get dressed and go pay my storage fee...then maybe when I get back I'll do something meaningful. Been laying around all morning and day as I contemplate my future, which doesn't seem so fun for me right now.
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