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Post by Admin on Nov 4, 2023 18:43:41 GMT
Bought a flip phone, finally  Finally purchased a flip phone in this day and age of lies and spies. I don't need no Iphone crap anymore (although still do have Iphone) But like when traveling or whatever, I don't need no brain numbing, mood altering 5g crap.
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Post by Admin on Mar 16, 2024 21:41:38 GMT
Time for me to get up out of bed, and create a 'to do list' of things I really don't want to do.
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Post by Admin on Mar 17, 2024 0:00:32 GMT
OK, still not dressed yet, just cleaned the kitchen and now about to check my texts..hmm.
Nothing good to me ever comes through my texts anymore.
I'm not in love or anything, and no one loves or has a crush on me, so usually I get texts from like 2 people, both relatives, and or bill pay alerts.
It's never like 'hey, you just won 1 million dollars, come get your money'...nope.
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Post by Admin on Mar 17, 2024 0:02:05 GMT
I'm unemployed right now, not sure if can survive the next 12 days or so without a job, or something to do.
I'm waiting on some money, and since not working, I can't spend money, so it's like having days off, yet can't really splurge, which isn't good, cause then you can end up drinking to pass the time....not good at all.
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Post by Admin on Mar 17, 2024 3:15:46 GMT
OK, after sweating over checking that email, as usual, I built it up to be way more than it was...wow.
All my former supervisor needed of me was to return the company phone, all was cordial.
I turned a mound into a mountain...wow.
All that tension I was carrying around in me, for a week or so, all for nothing.
So to me, lesson learned is, face your fears, cause when you face them, they may not be as fearful as imagined.
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Post by Admin on May 25, 2024 14:07:08 GMT
It's Saturday and I'm still here...sometimes not sure why, just not sure why anymore.
I'm my worst obstacle in life...your personal habits either help you or obstruct you.
Still trying to emotionally get over this.
Losing your place of 12 + years does have a lingering effect on your mood, mindset and outlet.
I've even started drinking again, more than I should.
Hard not to when don't have anyone to lean on.
When older and everyone in society mentally trained to see you as 'the bad one'.
If Jesus died for humanity, just not sure what side of humanity he died for...none of us are good, and some are just straight up bad...
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Anyways, I've slept in long enough...of all the houses on this street, it's the one next to my bedroom that is getting a roofing job done this morning...you just can't plan stuff like that...bad luck, whatever...but it's not terribly loud.
Oh well, I need to get up and move around anyways....can't afford to be lazy right now...this current chapter in my life will either turn out promising or as a nightmare...we shall see, many more pages to go.
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Post by Admin on May 25, 2024 14:09:47 GMT
First thing I will do is groom and get dressed.
I find with me, if groomed and get dressed first thing, it mentally and physically prepares me to get more done throughout the day. If I don't, and just stay naked in place all day, and ungroomed, than all I'll want to do is linger in or around the bed, bedroom, and lay down.
I sleep on an inflatable mattress as of now.
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Post by Admin on Jun 1, 2024 15:29:41 GMT
Time for me to get up off of the air mattress, stop feeling sorry for myself, stop wallowing in booze driven sorrow, and get on with the day best I can...while I can.
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Post by Admin on Jul 6, 2024 22:04:08 GMT
It's Saturday It's Saturday, but I'm not in as glitzy of a mood as the above gif might indicate...in fact, the place where that gif was taken is no longer. I was forced to move out a few months ago do to an apartment fire...oh well. That aside, life goes on. I drove around today near and in and around the downtown area, and took some photos and videos. It was a beautiful day down by the water, but very hot and humid. Downtown was practically empty...when you live in a county this big, there's other places for people to go other than downtown. A few clubs maybe, book stores, and that's about it. But I grew up when down towns were still the cool place to go...not anymore, not for younger types anyways. I also put up some one way film tint today, I can see out, but you can't see in...I need to test it by standing naked against the window when neighbor pulls up, then I'll know if it works or not...  Anyways, just checking in on this summer Saturday, 2 days after the 4th of July.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2024 15:58:09 GMT
Better workout, or else, especially when older
Gyms are everywhere, as in their outside, on curbs, on the streets.
Just get creative.
Even the guard rails in this video can be used as leverage to stretch, do standing push ups and more.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2024 19:15:35 GMT
Just got back from the farmers market...bought about 20 dollars worth of fruit, and some mushrooms.
Was going to go to the flea market after that, but that was enough.
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Post by Admin on Jul 14, 2024 2:32:05 GMT
Assassination attempt on Trump, tonight, if haven't already heard
They almost took Trump out tonight...wow...I say 'they' cause of course I'm sure there were others behind the lone gunman....we shall see.
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Post by Admin on Sept 28, 2024 15:18:12 GMT
Wow, it's been a long time since I've posted here on a Saturday...a lot has happened since then...summer's all but wound down for one.
Major hurricane just came through, for two.
And me, well, still here, for 3.
Will be heading out to Hollywood, CA in a few weeks or less...wow.
May be moving soon, lease expires soon, will have to find a job soon.
A lot of things occurring at once...
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Post by Admin on Oct 5, 2024 18:25:56 GMT
Sorry, not much going on today.
I drank yesterday, and now today all I want to do is lay in bed.
Supposed to be going across town in a few hours, to watch some movie some guy produced.
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Post by Admin on Oct 6, 2024 0:15:10 GMT
It's Still Saturday It's still Saturday. Would be nice if could pick on day of the week to constantly relive...I'd chose Saturday (Assuming not working on that day) Saturday is more mentally peaceful and relaxing than Sunday. Sunday seems more like a 'on deck' day, you're on deck to get socked in the face by Monday. Anyways, haven't done anything all day, and what I was possibly going to do, well, got out of doing that also. I'm just in full lazy mode. I'm really done with the future...tired of 'being strong', tired of hoping, wishing, that things will ever turn out in my favor. The future seems more like torture to me than anything else...I guess that's what age does to you, or some. Or better yet it's what being poor, and older, does to you. If rich and wealthy, than I'm sure the future is always a brighter place, filled with possibilities. And I've long stopped hoping, thinking, 'god', some mystical god, is going to make me rich or change my fortunes for the better. I realize now that I'm nothing to 'god'. Anyways, it's still Saturday.
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