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Post by Admin on May 7, 2023 9:50:43 GMT
Early morning thoughts  Early morning thoughts...
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Post by Admin on May 7, 2023 9:52:00 GMT
The moon has been full, as of late.
It's a small full moon though, compared to the brightness the moon reflected the other night, when I looked out shades and thought it was the sun coming up, when it was actually just the full moon.
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Post by Admin on May 9, 2023 5:00:17 GMT
It's Tuesday, but until I go to bed, it still feels like Monday.
To me, the next days doesn't begin until I go to bed, fall asleep, and then wake up.
But ye, yesterday wasn't the best day for me, I drank to much the night before.
When I drink, I don't get dangerous, rather I get silly.
I'm a silly soul, and it comes out more when I drink, even though I've been cutting back way way a lot as of late.
Have to attend a stupid safety meeting tomorrow, gross, gross and gross.
The older I get, the more adolescent I seem to be becoming again, maybe all adults go through this phase in life.
Oh what a mad world we live in, can barely stomach the headline news stories anymore, and who's to say AI isn't writing the stuff now.
Oh well, time to bunker down, maybe I'll find some half way decent movie to fade out to.
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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 5:23:46 GMT
Yep, just stumbling around place, up late, or early, however you see it.
To me though, the next day doesn't begin until I go to bed, fall asleep, and then wake up.
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Right now got some onion rings in the air fryer.
I think the air fryer craze is about over, most people just don't have the patients to wait.
The microwave oven is still king of the kitchen.
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The older I get, the less I feel god, or even a belief in god, can do for me.
I mean deferred dreams, is how I see it.
All the people I wanted in my life when younger and in my prime, are dead now, or old and out of it, and or any emotional ties have long been broken, shattered.
The career goals I had, when young, well, to late to persue that stuff now, haven't the time, energy or motivation.
Not sure what god can do for me anymore, other than allow me to win the lottery.
Cause this idea that I can earn riches just by working hard, what a farce.
The richest people on the planet work the least....and certainly not on a hourly wage.
Anyways, time to go check on the onion rings.
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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 5:29:54 GMT
I don't know if it's creepier to die with people around you, or to die alone?
I've been alone for so many years, why would I want anyone around me when I passed or as passing away, so they can stare?
I often here in the news 'such and such a person died with family and or friends around them'...
To me, if can't help me not die, or heal me, than get the F out of the room and let me pass away in peace.
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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 5:31:57 GMT
And if any of my so called blood relatives, ever showed up as I was dying, I'd ____ them as soon as they stepped into the room.🫤
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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 5:33:41 GMT
Anyways, it's late, probably time for bed, been watching 'Multiverse' Marvel Comic movie on Disney plus.
Decent movie, minus the racially correct forced character stuff, which even other black folks or people of color get annoyed by.
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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2023 7:47:02 GMT
Maybe I should be OK that my life is relatively calm right now, better calm, I suppose, than frantic.
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Post by Admin on Jul 9, 2023 5:16:21 GMT
I'd say it's about time for bed now.
Odd work day, spent a big chunk of it at home, while getting paid....so what, I'm still near broke...so what if the little guy gets a break now and then.
Millionaires, their breaks come in the form of millions of dollars, whereas us working class types, we may get a small 30 dollar bonus, big deal.
Anyways, I didn't design this world, and have nothing to do with how its ran.
When I'm gone, it'll be as if I were never even here.
Time for bed.
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Post by Admin on Jul 22, 2023 16:13:19 GMT
Still morning, but not early.
All I've done is shave, get dressed, go outside and move vehicle back into my usual parking spot, and now I'm already out of motivational steam for the day.
It's hot and muggy out, and when step outside, immediately want to step back inside do to the humidity.
Oh do I need something to motivate me.
Cause when the mind is motivated, nothing gets in your way, not even the weather.
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Post by Admin on Jul 25, 2023 5:48:40 GMT
My hair is longer now than it's ever been in my life, I wish I'd of grown my hair out like this 20 years ago.
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Post by Admin on Sept 14, 2023 12:35:42 GMT
Well, it's not early morning, but it is the morning, and I really don't feel like taking on the day, not at all.
A long dull, ardious, meaningless work day lays ahead.
I sure hope the rest of my life has better offerings than this.
I guess only I can change that, one decision at a time.
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Post by Admin on Sept 26, 2023 10:54:11 GMT
It's early morning for me, up early cause gotta go rent vehicle and go somewhere.
Even though I feel like my own personal world has ended, long ago, I still try or struggle to find motivation to go forward and whatever.
I'd just assume lay in bed all day and do nothing than put forth useless effort towards whatever.
Anyways, I'm up, so let me get started on this, what feels to me, to be just yet another useless day where I put forth effort just to see that effort go down the drain later.
Surrounded by people who just don't care and are nathalgic to getting ahead in life fiscally, emotionally, and or any other way.
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 5:04:57 GMT
October will soon be upon us Yes, I know it's not quite October yet, it's a few days away, but still, October, traditionally, has been my favorite month, the coziness of it. Sad though, that so many American traditions, or even my own traditions, are fading. And no telling what kind of 3rd world, criminal, underworld traditions so many lying immigrants are bringing to the U.S. Liberals are stupid as heck to believe all these military aged men from south of the boarder and around the world are fleeing persecution...they're lying!!...OK...any street person knows that. It's more dangerous in America, more crime here, than the countries they're fleeing from.But this Biden admin wants to destabilize the U.S. by flooding it with strangers. It's all apart of some master global plan, trust me on that. --------------------------- Anyways, didn't mean to get all political, but just saying, each year it's like harder and harder for me to enjoy just being an American with how society just keeps changing for the worst, and those changes are accelerated by the Biden demonic administration. I guess they're the real goblins of Halloween now..
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 5:19:21 GMT
Once I'm off work, and have a few days off, I never look at the clock.
I have no clocks in my place, and if not scheduled to be anywhere, I never concern myself with time.
You can't truly be free if always worried about the time.
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