Early morning thoughts

The moon has been full, as of late.
It's a small full moon though, compared to the brightness the moon reflected the other night, when I looked out shades and thought it was the sun coming up, when it was actually just the full moon.

Yep, just stumbling around place, up late, or early, however you see it.
To me though, the next day doesn't begin until I go to bed, fall asleep, and then wake up.
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Right now got some onion rings in the air fryer.
I think the air fryer craze is about over, most people just don't have the patients to wait.
The microwave oven is still king of the kitchen.

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The older I get, the less I feel god, or even a belief in god, can do for me.
I mean deferred dreams, is how I see it.

All the people I wanted in my life when younger and in my prime, are dead now, or old and out of it, and or any emotional ties have long been broken, shattered.

The career goals I had, when young, well, to late to persue that stuff now, haven't the time, energy or motivation.
Not sure what god can do for me anymore, other than allow me to win the lottery.

Cause this idea that I can earn riches just by working hard, what a farce.

The richest people on the planet work the least....and certainly not on a hourly wage.

Anyways, time to go check on the onion rings.

And if any of my so called blood relatives, ever showed up as I was dying, I'd ____ them as soon as they stepped into the room.🫤

Maybe I should be OK that my life is relatively calm right now, better calm, I suppose, than frantic.

Still morning, but not early.
All I've done is shave, get dressed, go outside and move vehicle back into my usual parking spot, and now I'm already out of motivational steam for the day.
It's hot and muggy out, and when step outside, immediately want to step back inside do to the humidity.
Oh do I need something to motivate me.
Cause when the mind is motivated, nothing gets in your way, not even the weather.

Well, it's not early morning, but it is the morning, and I really don't feel like taking on the day, not at all.
A long dull, ardious, meaningless work day lays ahead.

I sure hope the rest of my life has better offerings than this.
I guess only I can change that, one decision at a time.

October will soon be upon us



Yes, I know it's not quite October yet, it's a few days away, but still, October, traditionally, has been my favorite month, the coziness of it.

Sad though, that so many American traditions, or even my own traditions, are fading.
And no telling what kind of 3rd world, criminal, underworld traditions so many lying immigrants are bringing to the U.S.

Liberals are stupid as heck to believe all these military aged men from south of the boarder and around the world are fleeing persecution...they're lying!!...OK...any street person knows that.

It's more dangerous in America, more crime here, than the countries they're fleeing from.
But this Biden admin wants to destabilize the U.S. by flooding it with strangers.
It's all apart of some master global plan, trust me on that.

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Anyways, didn't mean to get all political, but just saying, each year it's like harder and harder for me to enjoy just being an American with how society just keeps changing for the worst, and those changes are accelerated by the Biden demonic administration.
I guess they're the real goblins of Halloween now..