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Post by Admin on May 8, 2022 12:03:09 GMT
When I work a long string of days, as I am this week, I often have to intigrate my workouts in with my job. Meaning when at work, waiting for load to finish, I take that time to walk around, workout, not to much, but just enough to keep fit.  |
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Post by Admin on May 27, 2022 2:45:02 GMT
Just got home from job
What a long day, a long no glam day, in my field there is no glam, you just show up and work alone all day, and that's fine sometimes, but other times you just begin to think to much about stuff you cannot solve.
And or I listen to talk radio all day to help pass the time.
I rarely listen to music on the radio, music depresses me, brings back memories that are no more, or songs that use to inspire me when I thought I was going somewhere in life, well, when I hear those same songs now, it's like a taunt.
As if standing in the same room and never left.
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I'm home now, hardly no time to myself, will bed down within 30 minutes, set alarm, wake up and do it again. It's not a life at all, and only do it cause only have to do it for 3 days a week, if had to do this 4 days a week would of quit long ago.
But I've convinced myself that working 3 long dull days in a row, and then getting 4 days off, is worth it, I guess.
I'd rather work around cheery people though, seems every job I get is so isolating, is why I'm still single, and don't meet anyone, cause in my field you work alone, and most people meet their lover at a job or school, where you're around them daily.
Fate hasn't been good to me in that aspect, fate just keeps me alone...not cause I'm a bad person, but do to my field of work, it's just hard to meet people when you're never around them.
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Post by Admin on Jun 10, 2022 2:02:47 GMT
Just got home about 40 minutes ago, I got energy, OK energy after working such a long shift, but body is still aching in certain areas.
I thought I had the problem licked, thought it was parasites in the muscles, started taking herbs, issue went away, but then came back with a vengance.
I think what happens is when start feeling better, immediately fall back into whatever it is stopped doing and so symptoms come up again.
here's what I stopped eating and doing the first time pain went away.
I stopped
1. Eating all store bought chips, dorritos, corn puffs, Lay's, ect, anything made in stores and with all those chemical compounds in them, I cut that out.
2. I stopped drinking
3. I stopped using sauce, mustard, ketchup, salad dressing, any kind of sauce on food.
Those are the main 3 habits I stopped doing initially when pain begin to go away, and never felt better in my life, or youthful.
But then got cocky, and drank again, some beers, and started eating chips again, and putting sauce on my food, and eating deli food when at work...I got sloppy.
So, so, it will be hard, very hard, but I need to revert back to the above 3 and see what happens.
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It's hard in my case, cause I work long shifts and when work you get hungry, and when away from home, get lazy and buy what looks and tastes good.
But, if I want pain in joints and muscles to go away, I need to once again reset my system and allow all bad man made chemical compounds to get flushed out.
And just eat natural non chemical man made food.
We shall see.
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Post by Admin on Jun 10, 2022 2:05:59 GMT
there's always a reason for muscle and joint pain
I don't believe in living with pain, I think there's always a reason for it, just most don't have the personal discipline to stop doing whatever it is they're, or we're doing that's causing the pain or inflammation.
I don't believe in taking pain medication or anything, cause then you never fix, or stop doing what's causing the pain.
Exeption would be if the pain is do to trauma, as in accident, then of course you need medication cause nerves are frayed.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 0:37:53 GMT
Just got home from work, and feel grouchy, like post alcohol type of grouchy.
And made more grouchy by how moe foes in apartment complexes don't respect peoples spots.
There are some snake type moe hoes that live in apartments...well snake like moe hoes live everywhere, even in homes, but in homes you don't have to deal with them.
But I despise a moe hoe, who knows you park in a particular spot, and then you come back and they're in it.
It really takes a snake type of soul to do that.
Why can't people just park in their same spot instead of always changing where they park.
If I were younger, and or had 'home boys', I'd raise a stink, like street style, but nah, not worth it now.
I just wish I could get the F out of always having to live around low class gutter rat types.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 0:39:40 GMT
Ye, I'm just in a grouchy mood for some reason.
Just tired of the noise, the falsehoods, stuff I believed in and lived for when younger, and now that older realize it was all an illusion.
When you have a lot of friends, or a big close family, you're really shielded from the utter ugly realities of real life and human behavior.
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Post by Admin on Oct 2, 2022 0:44:55 GMT
Apartments in Lewiston, ID, cost just as much as apartments in Florida now, what the F happend?
Was thinking about moving back up to the Lewiston/Clarkston area, but after browsing the rent section of c/l, I see apartments up there cost just as much as apartments in Florida and other areas...why?
I mean there's only so much one can do in that valley area to earn a big income, it's not like there's big industry there, unless tech has moved in.
I mean you have that large mill, lots of day cab trucking jobs, and then below that retail type jobs, and ect.
At least in Florida, sure, you're paying higher rent, but at least the weather is nice, and there's lots of industry, what the hecks in Lewiston, ID to warrent such high rent?
Unless a bunch of rich types are flooding the area from the big cities and California and all.
I just wish I could live, move, to a place where I didn't have to see _______ roaming the streets.
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Post by Admin on Oct 8, 2022 2:47:09 GMT
I have to go into work tomorrow.
Work, to me, without getting rich, is simply another form of slaver.
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Post by Admin on Nov 18, 2022 3:30:46 GMT
Sucks getting in, and only having less than an hour before having to hit the sac to prepare for the next day....what's good about that?
People who say long hours of work are good, probably don't work, or if do, it's not physical labor type work.
It's usually social commentary talk radio hosts who say stupid stuff like that.
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Post by Admin on Nov 27, 2022 2:04:45 GMT
Just got home from work, have been up since 4 am, didn't have to be at work till around 8 am, once at work, had to drive another 35 miles or so to get to first pic up location...bottom line, these are some very long days, there's a lot of hours you spend prepping for job, commuting, that you don't get paid for yet hog up all your time and energy. I keep this job only cause it's 3 days a week, sometimes 4, but if it were 4 days a week, with the same long hours, I'd of quit long ago, a year ago, in fact this is probably the longest driving job I've ever had my whole adult life. The only time I've kept a job longer than this one was when I did 4 years in the Navy. Anyways, home now, if you want to call it that. To me, as long as you live in a city, and or in an apartment, than it's really not home....to be homes a ranch, or a house sitting on many acres, with no one around, no traffic, no train horn, nothing but you and the monelight, now to me that's home...  Home is when this is the view from your backyard. |
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Post by Admin on Dec 9, 2022 2:03:52 GMT
Just got home from work/job.
And my mood has been very flat all day, just flat, I felt like a robot just going through the motions, no joy, nothing, probably how a insect feels.
Actually insects probably, on average, feel better than humans, cause they measure life differently, it's more moment by moment with insects, I guess.
And they don't have holidays, birthdays, employment issues, fiscal issues, so they probably don't even have moods, just survival moments.
That aside, ran into the safety person when I got off, and if only they new how utterly flat I felt on the inside.
Amazing how we can look good to another, so whole, yet on the inside feel crumbled, as if nothing is there.
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Post by Admin on Dec 16, 2022 4:52:33 GMT
There is no worse feeling than getting home, after work, getting into something you love, that makes you feel live, but you know how that is, when you do what you love time fly's.
Then you look at the time, and realize you have to cut it short so can go to bed, and wake up to a job that drains you of your joy.
A job where you're a nobody, a job that when show up, stuck up snobs watch and rate you as if you're a number, someone without a soul, and they wait to pounce and blame 'you', the minute they think you did something wrong, always anynomous they are, cause in real life, if they showed their face to you, they'd be some short tweeb who you'd knock to the ground.
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Post by Admin on Dec 16, 2022 4:57:50 GMT
And this idea that you can work your way to fiscal prosperity is a bunch of crap.
What you can do though, if advised right when younger, is take the money you do earn and invest it wisely.
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Post by Admin on Mar 17, 2023 1:17:16 GMT
I've fallen in the mental habit of only wanting to be productive on my days off, nights off, but on work nights, I just seem to drift off, since I know I have to work the next day, it just kind of kills any joyful spirit in me, but I need to change that.
Cause the older you get, the less time you have to waste.
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2023 2:27:44 GMT
I gotta work tomorrow, gross.
Fk this western idea of working all your life just to still be broke when older.
glamourous slavery, that's all it is.
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