A very long Journey since leaving Pullman

I just feel like my bodies being used to serve other peoples purposes right now...industries purpose, but not my own purpose.

Driving through the back side of Albion, WA at night



Driving through the back side of Albion, WA at night, a town, a place, very few have ever heard of.
Good, let's keep it that way, LOL.

Just turned cell phone back on...oh all the useless draining negative messages flowing in.

No one ever helps me...if I had died 10 years ago, those texting me now would not have cared.

You're blessed in this world, only if surrounded by loving caring people, if not, you're basically doomed, regardless of your intent, skill set, or talents.

If not surrounded by loving people, you're basically doomed.

Cruising through downtown Pullman, small town America



What, you thought I was kidding??

Digital portraits of self over the years



Art, abstract art, has been food to my soul over the years, and has allowed me to explore a wider swath of myself than the small frame society and others keep me in through their narrow spectrum of expectations.

I'm still here, my time has been very taxed as of late.
I've enrolled and paid full tuition for a film course, so that's been sucking up all my time, but unlike all the writing I do on here, hopefully the writing I do on there will lead to something much bigger, like the chance to pitch a script to a Hollywood studio...ye right. I mean it's part of the course, I'm just not use to such good outcomes....not when it comes to me the last decade or so.

But ye, I'm still here...lot's of reading, studying, learning, movie watching, all apart of the course I'm taking.
It's about time for bed.

Gotta get up early tomorrow to go to the 'studio', where whatever I learn there, I can actually learn it better from watching YT videos.

A lot of these older Professor types really lag when it comes to effective teaching methods.
It's amazing how well average people on YT can convey information with more clarity than many paid teachers or instructors can.
But I guess if good enough on YT, get enough followers, than ye, I guess they can get paid also.

But still, the benefit of personal instruction or going to the lab or studio, or to sets, is you get to actually meet real folks, and that's where connections or references are created.

It's not what you know, it's who you know and who knows and remembers you, that matters.
I just wish I'd of known that years and years ago.