It's Halloween
It's Halloween!It's been a few days since checked in here.
I just woke up from a deep mid afternoon nap, I mean deep,
so deep I dreamed.Guys wrestling, high-school or dormitory cafeteria type of settings, like a bunch of different past dreams all merging together.
Even dreamed of some older upper classmates from both K-12 to an academy I went to once later in life.
All these settings and characters just all kind of merged into one.
Guys,
white guys, younger ones, wrestling and getting mad at one another when one got hurt.
Their white bright clean feets stood out to me on the mat.
Homeless people, mentally ill people, were also within this odd super dormitory type of structure.
Oh well, I'm awake now, and my real life is no where near that dynamic or exciting.
Just the opposite, and a lot of uncertainty is looming around me right now.
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Yesterday I drank, like a fool, and I think I'm still feeling it today in a strange way.
Went to Walmart earlier to get some Halloween stuff, forget it, 50% off of what was left, and the isles were cleared and the women were flocking over what was left...what a waste of my time this morning going there twice...yes twice, cause when there the first time I forgot my wallet, drove back home, back to Walmart just for them to not have anything...what a waste.
Then drove to 7 Eleven and got some backed chicken in the deli and a slice of pizza....came home, looked at some pretty W male young feet, and took a nap...lol.
I like things that are soft and pretty, could care the less what gender they are.
Not all women are soft and pretty to me, some, as they age, morph into things I don't even recognizes...at least not my sexuality or what's left of it.
I look better to myself than even some older when do to me, sucks to be me in that aspect.
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Anyhow, up now, I feel drugged or something, maybe the food I ate?
Our foods are heavily responsible for our moods, after all we are what we eat, literally.
We're made up of what we eat and nothing else.
And with that, will wrap up this first extensive Halloween post on here and the last day of
Oct 24th, 2004.
