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Post by Admin on Oct 20, 2020 7:46:59 GMT
It's a family affair section here, my memories of, that which has been long gone In this section I will try to just focus on the good, why?, cause I'm 'good', and good people tend to focus on the good. Much more to follow as time allows.
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Post by Admin on Oct 20, 2020 7:50:53 GMT
I'll say this for sure, my early years with family, I wouldn't trade it for anything, say like from birth till around the age of 20.
For me it all started going down hill when older brother both found religion and women, that's when I lost my idol.
Women and religion stole my brother from me, my childhood hero who was like Patrick Swayze, tough and gritty and a protector...then religion made them all psychological, and women just ripped their heart apart.
All that and more to follow.
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Post by Admin on Oct 20, 2020 7:57:20 GMT
Religion to me is like poison now, it's like when you pour water over the ground, and it seeps into cracks, then freezes and breaks up the surface, that's what religion is to me, it slimes it's way in, sinks in, then swells, and breaks up families, relationships from within.
And in the end, when it's to late, those fooled by it, those fooled by 'dirty people within', it's too late by that time, the damage has been done.
I have nothing against a Loving God or Savior, but I do despise snakes who use religion to get over on people.
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Post by Admin on Oct 28, 2020 1:01:18 GMT
My older Brother
My older Brother, oh how I could use them right about now, imperfections and all.
When younger, they were so into 'fusion jazz', and loud 'woofer' speakers, back when stores sold stereo systems, I loved it when they were 'rebel', I loved it when they were rebel and didn't give a crap about 'systems' or how things should be.
Religion destroyed my older brother, and one day, if approached by the wrong person, I will destroy religion....
If you're religious, be weary of me.
But if you're about Love, I'm here for you.
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Post by Admin on Nov 3, 2020 0:14:20 GMT
_____, what happened to you??? _____, what happened to you? My dark rebel Prince...what happened?? Religion and women screwed you...come back to me my older brother...  And you ________...what the F happened?...snap out of it!! Rebel for life...long live Mike P!!
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Post by Admin on Nov 11, 2020 1:57:46 GMT
Dream
Dreamed of me and sister fighting, literally physically fighting, but if anything I was the instigator of the physical part of fighting, but like with typical of dreams, reactions are slow and sluggish, but emotions real.
I forget what fight was over, should of wrote down as soon as woke up.
I just remember Mother and sister did not like me, and I didn't like the fact that they did not like me and wanted them out of my life....took place in Albion home or house.
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How does that equate into my real life??
Not sure, other than the older you get, the older I get, the shorter life becomes, as such you begin to realize either poeple love, like you 'just because', or that they hate and despise you 'just because'.
You have to pic which people to appeal to after a while before it's to late to matter.
Again, just a dream, or was it?
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Post by Admin on Dec 9, 2020 1:54:26 GMT
Miss Tami and Genie and Jeff Swanson, the 'Swansons', the nicest family ever in the world who lived on City view so many years ago, before moving to Spokane, WA.
Miss you to Michael Jennings, the wild kid from Chicago, I think your no longer alive now, not sure.
Miss you to Burgess, Mike Burgess, my Albion big brother.
Parkmans, Dan, and Dave...
YOu are all so special to me...Ray Duman, even you Julian.
Wes card...Shawn Gayman, what, you think I don't remember you and how your dad let us work out in his gym.
Ted, Kim Emerson, Jim...oh gosh, Jim something, the one who tackled me in gym locker room for some odd reason...the girls adored you.
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Post by Admin on Dec 22, 2020 4:32:25 GMT
This song goes out to my deceased 'Uncle James' a basketball coach and had short stint with Harlem Globe trouters
One night, when younger, will never forget, Uncle James driving old Cutlass Supreme, Me, in back seat with other female cousin...Cindy? Jennelle, Javanda...
Uncle James had just got done yelling at them for acting up, and he was 'right'...then this song came on and we all just rolled.
Back when younger and still looked up to older males.
Now days I despise most older males, to me, today, most older males are garbage and trash and would be advised to stay out of my way, cause I don't age.
Anyways...Uncle James, and me Charlies Angels female cousins, this songs for us, and the memory of.
Side note.
I love my female cousins, the 'Humphrey's, and my Aunt.
To me they're untouchable...and adorable yesterday, today and forever...
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Post by Admin on Dec 22, 2020 4:33:44 GMT
I feel like going off right now...but will hold back, cause so many of you are scum...
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Post by Admin on Dec 22, 2020 4:37:40 GMT
Uncle James one of the few men in this world brave enough to Love me!
Uncle James, one of the few men in this world brave enough to actually Love me 'as is'...as such will always honor that man, my Uncle.
Most men, males, I despise now, totally weak and frail on the inside like cup cakes, while pretending to be tough on the outside.
Uncle James was just all around cool, not fake, not perfect, but cool.
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Post by Admin on Jan 10, 2021 16:43:26 GMT
Satan's triangle Why this movie here? Cause don't think I've viewed since leaving 'Cityview' a street in Pullman. And cause I, to this day, remember older brother making such a big deal over this movie. My brother use to be cool, before women and religion totally destroyed them and made them useless. But that aside, can remember older brother scaring 'us', me and other siblings, about this movie as we sat around small TV set (which seemed large at the time) and watched this movie with them narrating it. Back in those days when a movie came on TV, there was no 'replay' of it, no way to record it, so when scheduled to 'air', you had to gather around TV and pay attention, for when done, you never knew when station would air it again....that's when 'TV guides' were the thing, you had to have a TV guide to follow your shows back then.  Yes TV guides were like the Moly hail of books back in the day when shows just came on once, and you had to be there, no messing around, cause if late, no way to rewind show, you were just out of luck.
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Post by Admin on Mar 14, 2021 22:42:23 GMT
One day, so focused, so love this scene here
So focused they are.
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Post by Admin on Mar 14, 2021 22:44:34 GMT
Yes, all you gotta do is open mouth just once, and let me catch wind of it.
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Post by Admin on Mar 16, 2021 23:28:52 GMT
Keep staring, for I never do wrong until it matters...LOL, and then nothing will matter..dance out loud..(theater) 
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Post by Admin on Mar 29, 2021 1:24:19 GMT
Family should avoid me...and fake Christian religious types, old south 'B' types should avoid me even more and female Pastors...avoid me for your own whatever  No apologies, life is short, you'res even shorter. Those who seperated me from my Mother through lies...fate... I'm still young and healthy, cause fate wants me to be...this game isn't over. Don't ever approach me, especially if old crusty type from the south and 'B'...just don't.
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