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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2021 22:33:21 GMT
A dork told my ____ the following
'Dork said that your _____ women'
My response was '____ hated everyone'
This dork person always trying to psycho analyze everyone and everything, what a snake _____.
Women come in man shapes, sizes and packages, not all women are the same, and men can and do have very particular tastes in women, example is not all guys are attracted to over sized fat 'B' women with long nails who look more like dudes in drag, than anything you'd want touching you.
I mean I suppose if high on viagra, you'll be attracted to anything, or if younger and testosterones still high, but as one ages, one becomes more particular of that which they're attracted to.
Many raised in certain area, thus have imprinted within mind what's attractive, and female or not, if outside of that perimeter of attractivness, than one may as well be looking at a hairy hog or cow.
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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2021 22:35:24 GMT
Ye, like with me, if a woman built like a OX or Cow, and has long thick ugly funny colored claws, and has a voice like using a bull horn, and feet like horse hooves, I doubt I'd be attracted to such a woman either, certain guys are, I'm not one of them
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 3:30:10 GMT
I totally see what's going on, should I fight to make things right?
Yes, no?...I ask myself, and really have decided 'no'
For I only realize now fighting for those who love you is worth it, but to fight for justice for those foolish enough to be 'turned', what's the point, then you wreck your own life, and for what?...people who abandoned you, people to stupid to see the truth, so now your life destroyed and theirs goes on?
Nah, I realize now, only fight for those who love you, not for those you want to love you but do not.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 3:32:21 GMT
Greed and snakes, I'll just step aside and watch it all implode, I want nothing, if wanted something would of taken it very long ago.
I want nothing from anyone, other than a kind, meaningful hug every now and then, like a pet cat or dog would, or any living mammal.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 3:38:56 GMT
Here's the thing, if want to beat 'Satan', you have to become like Satan, and I'm no Satan, even though I don't believe Satan exists, I think man is the Satan.
But that being said, I'm not 'dark', don't ever want to be, sure I observe darkness, can predict darknesses moves, but I don't ever want to ever become dark myself, or I lose.
Would rather sit out on colorful spring lit prairie filled with blooming flowers and be broke, than turn dark.
As such will step back and let the goons implode in on themselves, cause I don't want no part of that evil that I see looming.
Sure, I could fix it, but nah, why should I?
For the person I would be helping doesn't even believe in me anymore, nor do they know me anymore.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 3:41:48 GMT
Even the brothers in Atlanta 'used' to just spy on me, like intel.
You don't think I know that?
Oh well, like I said, snakes always slither in the shadows, instead of just being honest.
I have better things to dwell on now, will forge a new future for myself and leave the past gunk behind.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 3:44:41 GMT
Letting go isn't always easy, but look at it like this, 'cancer' is apart of your body when have it, yet you must cut it off, in order to live.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 7:42:41 GMT
I could say this 1000 times and doesn't matter, but if you walk a straight line, and never do anything wrong, it allows you to observe those who do
Again, could repeat that 1000 more times, but those stuck on stupid to stuck on stupid to get it.
As if under a spell or something.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 7:45:32 GMT
That's why I always say, if in home and intruder breaks in, unlike what you see on TV, stand still, be quiet and observe, and let the criminal come to you, but if both of ya'zz moving around, things get confusing.
So just stand still, and let the commotion come to you, for clarity purposes.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 15:05:48 GMT
Justice?
If there is such a thing, its not for me to seek, not for those who smear me by their actions or lack of.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 15:09:35 GMT
The best thing I can do is let go, it's why I've come this far in life, have lived this long and relatively healthy, is cause along the way I've learned to let go of stuff, as such I have very low levels of stress, which allows me to focus on better things.
I will always care, cause I'm human, but it's time for me to find closure, so I can have peace going forward, and 'Time and Space' will take care of the rest.
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Post by Admin on Jul 5, 2021 15:22:20 GMT
Metaphorically speaking, the devil is full of treachery, rumors and lies, and once you allow those treachery, rumors and lies to start circulating within your own mind, it's near impossible to untangle.
Without a foundation of truth, meaning people strong enough to handle the truth, it's really a pointless mission.
It's why there's like 1000's of different church denominations, each on swearing up and down they, and they alone, have a special path to 'god' (which is basically their own self interest, and they simply label that 'god')
Everyone follows their own frail self interest, and stays within their own frail comfort zone, and anything outside of their own frail comfort zone they label as 'evil' or bad, not cause it is, but cause they get stuck in their own comfort zone.
Just look at history, how ignorant people were in the past about things most laugh about today.
It's just the world we or I live in, win some, lose some.
I guess I'm just trying to emotionally 'stand down', and in the process of separating myself from a pile of 'rats'.
I'll be a healthier, happier, person going forward when I do.
And life will seem clean again to me.
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Post by Admin on Dec 5, 2021 2:58:12 GMT
It's been a while since I posted here, some things have changed in how I relate to so called 'family' now, and that is 'I don't'
And I'm glad I don't.
They have ____ __ ___ ____, and now it's my turn to cast _____ ____ _____ also.
There's nothing there anymore, and for my own mental, and physical health, I've walked away, and feel good about it, cause realized there was nothing ever there, past a certain point.
For even biology can turn into BS, after a while.
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Post by Admin on Mar 20, 2022 9:48:05 GMT
To me, the term 'family' has to be an action word or it just doesn't matter.
Blood relations mean absolutely nothing, if there's no relationship or ties, current that is.
People grow apart, families grow apart, trying to hang onto or bring back sentiment from days gone by can be fool hearty.
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Post by Admin on Mar 20, 2022 9:49:58 GMT
Also, people don't have to listen to me, fine, mess up your life.
But if expect me to mess my own life up to, than no, especially when your stupidity starts to cost me.
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