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Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2023 18:54:14 GMT
I think I just have to finally get used to the fact, accept the fact, that the biological family I have, that we'll never be together again, we're all different, some are dysfunctional, and beyond repair and so forth.
All I can do is cherish the times we had in the past.
Time can be very corrosive.
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Post by Admin on Sept 18, 2023 18:12:52 GMT
Two of my _____ relatives just texted, I wonder why?
I was texting my cousin, but not them, I was pretty much done with them emotionally.
Tired of dumping money and resources into people who don't appreciate stuff.
I don't have much to give anymore anyways, I just can't ever same to get ahead in this world.
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Post by Admin on Sept 18, 2023 18:13:36 GMT
Seems, to get ahead in this world, you can't have a conscious, or at least that helps, cause getting ahead in this world, often means trampling on and over others.
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Post by Admin on Sept 18, 2023 18:14:02 GMT
Well, I better go read these texts and face the music.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 14:26:56 GMT
I think one of the things that will make you saddest the most quick is estate bickering type stuff, where bloodlines can be torn apart over future prosperity.
But if everyone sinks, than no one prospers.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 14:29:05 GMT
I emotionally walked away from such stuff years ago, cause I knew the affect it can have on you, your mind, and even your physical health.
Fighting is stressful, whether physical fighting or argumentative type of fighting, conflict is stressful, period.
And stress causes damage to the body in ways many people may or may not realize.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 14:30:29 GMT
Beyond and above anything else, while alive, I just want to be happy and healthy, even if homeless, as long as happy and healthy, what else could I ask for that fate hasn't already decided I'm going to get.
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Post by Admin on Sept 30, 2023 14:53:25 GMT
Also, have to face the fact that some in your family may just be straight up looney.
You cannot now or ever reason with 'looney tunes'....so don't stress over it...either walk away from it or squash it.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 4:51:30 GMT
I think religion turns some people into out and right monsters!
And I'll just leave it at that, for now.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 4:53:55 GMT
If anyone has abandoned me for 10 plus years, during my prime, during the time I needed ______, and then comes back later, well, I can never forgive them for what they did, stole from me.
I can never get that time back, ever.
And if you're that small, than I don't want or need you in my life going forward.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 4:55:47 GMT
If heaven is filled with self-righteous monsters, I mean people, than heck no I don't want to occupy that same space.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 4:59:17 GMT
I don't want no one in my life, going forward, who hated me, or walked away from me in the past over some stupid petty crap that's not even true.
By ignoring me, holding your self-righteous nose up to me, that was your way of ______ me...
That was your way of burying me, forever...but guess what, I'm still here.
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 5:02:15 GMT
I'm not begging no one to be apart of my life anymore.
Anyways, just trying to spill off some thoughts so I can go back to having peace.
Thoughts are energy, and sometimes you have to open the drain, and allow some thoughts to flow away in order to get rest.
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2023 4:51:28 GMT
My so-called F is like selfish as hell with me, they know I'm bright, sexy, this and that, yet although they diminish me, hoard me, they're to gdm selfish to share me with others, and not just them...why the F am I surrounded by such types all my life?  I just don't get it, why do others like to hoard me?? They, those who hoard me do nothing with me, they bury me, yet don't try to share me with others?? I don't get it, and the older I get the more it pisses me off. If you don't like me, than share me with others, but just don't sit there and hoard me out of jelousy or insecurity or something, you rotten fks. I only get one life...and if you don't appreciate me, than don't deprive others of doing so...
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Post by Admin on Dec 27, 2023 5:23:06 GMT
Not into 'hit and run' conversations
Not into 'hit and run' conversations, where one person says outlandish things about you, then hangs up before you can respond, not having that.
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